CONFUSED Organised Systems!

Bird Project

 

JOHN28

 

Dear John

 

07/02/2009 11:14AM

 

The scientists make claims of extinction – whether it is by way of global warming or global dimming of everything they examine.  I remember (and this is not even the fault of global dimming or global warming) how I read when I was still a young child and wanted to know where Everything came from, how I read about how our Sun of our Solar System is in the process of burning out which will have as a cause not only the extinction of our Sun, but our whole Solar System.  And that is applicable – according to the science of that time, to all Stars.  That they will eventually burn out and become extinct.  But there are a lot of extincted Stars found out there already – those that have already burned out.  But they still seem very real to me?  Maybe I should look at the word “extinct” first?

 

But what I want to get at is this conversation I also overheard the other day of a man that said to a woman that there was some ancient city, “but do you know, how civilized this civilization was?” he asked her.  And I am thinking to myself, but if everything was so civilized, why isn’t it anymore today?  Where did it go if it was that civilized?  Why did it fail?

 

And then I realize a pattern.  Of how even the conspiracy theorists are put here for a purpose together with the scientists.  They have got to predict extinction.  But what they do not realize is that even if they predict extinction, what is that extinction they are predicting?

 

And then I am taken to this lady from the Bird Project that instigated all these thoughts with me whom I spoke to on the phone again.  She is having people all over the country taking “data” to form a prediction at some later stage from it.  And I asked her what the prediction was.  And true as nut, her answer was something to do with the extinction of something.  But then I started talking about global warming and global dimming and she said to me the following:  Do not trust “all the information” you get on the internet!  Well, the truth is, you can, as it all was done and all was given for a reason and no knowledge is not knowledge.  As knowledge is knowledge.  But that is where the Binary system comes in.  It is accepting the [0;1] effect or then, the state of mind of mankind that I call the state of mind of the World of Opposites.  But this Binary System is holding all this contradicting information to show mankind its own state of mind!!!!!

 

One guy once said, if you walk on air (he sky walks), all you have in mind is to get to the next point.  You never look back.  But because you never look back, you get to the point 1 (from the story of Xenon of Athene) from the point where you started, the point 0.  So this gives from what this guy said, if you do not look back, that you get from point 0 to point 1.  Which is according to me the basic principle of the State of Mind of Mankind called the State of Mind of The World of Opposite.  But when you look back, like if scientists look back into science to where they started, the whole system of mathematics, the number system, the basic number system of 0 to 1 or 0,1,… – then you see that it could never have been.  And Xenon of Athene showed us that.  Accepting a number system at all caused a lot of trouble as The Point of Balance, as I showed, is actually [0;0] where there are actually no numbers involved, or no number system involved.

 

And it served a different purpose as well.  To cause man to form all these systems (money and all the categories it involves that cause any kind of system, science and how many departments have we got underneath science that are different systems?) to even hide the confusion more.  As if everything are in systems, the question will be, but where is the confusion?  As we have categorized the world, look, it is in systems!!  Idiots will believe that the systems are a sign that the world are organised as this organised systems are actually just hiding their own confusion of how confused everything became for a reason. 

 

But “systems” only SEEMS to be a organised world as they are only the hidden agenda for chaos.  This means that order (the systems) are actually chaos.  And as we have seen, the Eye of The Tornado is Peace or then Balance.  This put the “opposite” of order and chaos in the point [0;0] as Order is Chaos and in the Middle of it all is Balance/Peace.

 

But all happened as it should have happened.  As if it did not happen the way it happened, I would never have been able to discover what I have discovered so far.  Especially the effect I call, the Bigger Picture.  Finding the Point of Balance, namely the Point [0;0].  But all needed to be this way to end as well in some way so my picture I saw in my head when I first read as a child how the Sun and all the Stars will one day burn out – a piece of paper drifting off in space with words that once meant life.  And I was given the opportunity, because of all these number events that were created in history to confuse mankind but also in the end to give them the truth, (as that is how The Creator works – through confusion the confusion shall be set free), the Point of Balance where I have been where there actually is Nothing but NOTHING.

 

07/02/2009 11:46AM and 4 + 6 = 10 which give 11 and 10 or 111 and the time me and that lady who channelled The White Lady’s message to me arranged, was from 4 to 6 on the 24^th of December 2008.  And this is JOHN28.

11:48 or 11 and 12 combination where 12 is fulfilment but also the 11 12 combination linked to the day my dog died on 7/5/2008.

The HEART of my BEING

godzilla

 

JOHN27

 

31/01/2009 11:02AM (South African Time)

 

By mistake it was first thought for nearly a weak that this was John24, meanwhile it is already JOHN27.

 

The Creator created from Nothing.  When The Creator gets tired of Everything and stop Everything’s Existence into Nothing again, then all that will be left will be The Creator and Nothing [else].  But this will still be an Existence and The Creator wants ALL Existence to End, for Nothing to be left and right.  So The Creator must stop its own existence also and become NOTHING for ALL Existence to End.  And never again can there then be any kind of Creator.  As The Creator is nothing and has got no Existence anymore as Nothing has existence anymore.  And only if Nothing has Existence, can Nothing else exist anymore.  So something must have an Existence, namely Nothing.  How lonely is nothing going to be being only nothing.  But it would not be lonely, as it isn’t something either, as it is nothing and it can be something or not.  So by choice and by these words, it can become nothing in its true sense after ALL Existence has been cleared.  When Nothing ends being something and become its Full Nothing.

Then Nothing is NOTHING.

31/01/2009 11:10AM (South African Time)

 

31/01/2009 11:21AM

Once upon a time i realized how self love was destroying the world and i gave it up.  This developed into me giving the care inside me to such extend that i developed a care so deeply for someone, that i was willing to pay the Ultimate Price for Him for His Ultimate Well Being, that someone being my DOG. 

And that price turned out to be to live/exist.

31/01/2009 11:23AM

 

 

The Bigger Picture of my Unconscious by way of Constellation therapy.

 

2009/01/13 12:41PM

 

Hi Andrea

I wrote a letter to give you feedback on something I think you should know – how powerful the constellation work you do can be!  And I quote it as follow:

 

 

2009/01/13 11:47AM or 11/11

 

Dear Andrea

 

I have received the answer that was brewing in my chest as I was with you yesterday.  You wanted me to put myself down (in the constellation part), on the ground.  But what my guides made me do, was to put me in two worlds (the two carpets).  That was you working together with them to show me that you were working with a scenario and I was working with a different one guided by my guides.

 

You know what your scenario was, but I want to explain to you mine.

 

There were two carpets.  I chose one and as I said to you, the spreaded wings of the eagle on my belt is for me linked to the Heart of the Tornado/Horus/Ra.  But my life is like a tornado sometimes.  But I chose one carpet as the world.  In that world, the outside is where the chaos of the tornado reins.  That is where I put my brother (or rather where my guides made me put my brother).  And with him I put the money and the land – as the outside part of the tornado is where the chaos are and I was shown that my hunge is correct that part of the chaos is money and land.  My mother I specifically put in the middle or in the eye of the tornado (world).  As I want her to find peace (my earthly mother), but my Original Mother IS the Eye of The Tornado.  (Interpret this as you wish).  Myself I put in the middle of the fan on the top of all this.  From here the fan spread (and being in the middle of the fan is also again being in the middle of the tornado as I put my dot in the middle of the pillow as well which all spells out the Eye or Peace) whatever it is I am spreading across Everything.  And as I said I have indicated in two ways that it has got to do with The Eye of The Tornado or with Peace or with my Original Mother (the Feminine Divine) which is the relation to me that I am spreading for my Original Mother the Peace right across Everything.

 

In your scenario you worked with this earthly plane and where I am angry with my father.  But in my scenario my guides did something unthinkable.  I put my Original Father in a place where there is no fire, but I did not want to “smudge” my Original Father (this is now from my scenario with your constellations) with the ashes so I BALANCED my Original Father on that device that was carrying the ashes that once was fire.  So I have put my Original Father in a position of Balance again in my scenario and that is what I am busy with (or what my guides wanted to relate to me what my task is I am busy with).  But to put my Original Father in that position of Balance again, with the ashes of fire beneath it, I am spreading across the Everything (from the middle of the fan on the top of Everything) something that can only come from the middle, namely peace as my link to the middle is the middle of The Tornado, which is my middle as well and is also linked to my Original Mother – where She is and She is the One I love and for Who I am giving this Living life for.  Yes, I told you, to die for something is easy, but to live for something is difficult.  Especially if you have to live in the two worlds as you showed me by asking me to put myself on the ground and my guides organizing me to put myself in two worlds simultaneously – where my Original Mother is not even in that “other” world a part of me were/are in.  Your words it must be very difficult for me this life, is so true.  But this is my task.  To spread that peace that is my core to put “our” – yours and mine – Original Father into that Point of Balance.   And maybe I was taken to you yesterday as I put my Original Father in that Point of Balance.  The act was exercised yesterday as I was with you, so it might mean that the act was “volbring” already.  As yesterday was a 12/12 and I said to you in the card that was chosen to you by my guides, that 12 is the number of Fulfillment.  Maybe it is just that the fan must be switched on for that act where my Original Father has been put in a place of Balance, needs to be spread about the Everything, especially about this world which is like a tornado, where my brother, very much of this world and with money and land, is in the chaos.   Maybe the Winds of the fan can spread that (which was written to put my Original Father in the Position of Balance again) across the chaos for the chaos to not be chaos anymore.

 

So that was why I was taken to you yesterday to get some answers from your constellation work.  Although you were working with one scenario, I was literally working with a cosmic scenario where constellations are really found.

Thank you for your help yesterday.  And thank you that I liked you.  Thank you that you reached out to touch me, but thank you that you asked if you may, but I am not allowed to be touched [as I am part of a fan which can be dangerous as fans can be dangerous to touch when they are at work].   Sometimes I feel I need it, but it is not allowed and I will accept that, as I accept my fate of being alive and doing what I am suppose to be doing whatever it takes from me.  All of this mentioned now, is difficult.  But it is all to put The Original Father in/on The Point of Balance.  And I proofed it to myself yesterday and you were the witness of all this.  Of all this being revealed to me by Divine Order.  By all your furniture and tools used in the Constellation therapy, being the way they are/were to give me metaphorically the result above.

KIND REGARDS

 

End of JOHN24

31/01/2009 12:47 or 12:11 number combination, the number combination I associate with the day my dog died on 07/05 in 2008.

The Heart of Numbers, The HEART of NOTHING.

JOHN26

 

04/01/2009 7:55PM or 19:55 and Lore was born in the year 1955.

 

Dear John

 

According to Mathematics, the limit if the function x near 0, is neverending.  So mathematics in itself, and therefore Science as a whole, as Science in Physics and Astronomy and other sciences are using mathematics to proof their theories, say that on the Cartesian Plane, if you want to have the function of x to near 0, in Analytical Mathematics the limit is neverending – so the function of x will never reach 0 or a state of balance.  That is why chaos will rein until such time Science and Mathematics have accepted they have a [mess]conception of the Truth.

 

And this is JOHN26, where 62, the inverse of 26, is linked to Global Warming and Einstein or then the Quantum Principle and therefore linked for me to the State of Mind of the World of Opposites.  And not getting into balance.  Unless something happens and Human see what an idiot he has been to not see what he has been [mess]taken.

 

KIND REGARDS

04/01/2009 20:01 OR 8:01PM and 8 + 1 = 9.  But from 20:01 we have 2001 and from the year, 2009, we have 2 + 9 = 11 and from the 8:01, we have a 9, or a 9/11 or 11/9 and 2001.  But from the 20:01 we also have a 21 and from the date, we have a 04/01 or a 14 or 41 combination.  And this 21 or 12 combination combined with the 14 41 combination is linked to the date of birth of Joan of Arc, namely 1412.  And we had another birth, the birth of Lore, in the time of the Beginning Time.

 

The email to accompany JOHN26

 

2009/01/04 8:08PM

 

Hi John

 

Attached is JOHN26, but what I wonder is how the Sciences manage to find equilibrium in our Solar System if in some basic assumption in their mathematics that underwrite their theories of Science in general, there is no balance at all ever possible?

 

Something somewhere about Science does not make sense and I have been trying to get it out in the world now for how long, but all seems to be a worthless effort.  I even understand what the consequences of it ALL can be.  Maybe not in total, but what is necessary to know.

 

I get frustrated with this as the helium the sciences have made the Sun consist of and that are in a way poisonous for a human, is just killing me.  I can barely take it any longer.  How much longer must this go on?

 

REGARDS

Renee

2009/01/04 8:13PM turning 8:14PM which gives the 13 and 14 of the Zep Tepi coordintaes combination.

 

Second Part of JOHN26

 

Dear John

 

The First Part may not make sense, but look at this. 

I have had these ideas about the binary number system being not totally “cosure” to call it the least.  And the last few months it has been brewing in the back of my mind how computers are based on that.  And I started out thinking how Einstein and Newton was wrong and the book “The Final Theory” just came out a month or so ago and scientists are now testing and questioning this guy’s claims.  He is an accepted Physicist in the science community.  I have been waiting to jot down this “proof” about the binary number system being “insufficient” as I feared exactly this – that we might all end up being out of communication should it get into the system of some kind of this “matrix” of “Universe” we call “reality” we live in. 

I feel Everything is going to end up a disaster – as if we need to stop something from happening, or maybe just find the way out?  Exactly, the WAY OUT!  Sorry, that was meant for me but I leave it with you as well.

 

It seems to me that those the furthests away from the chaos, the closest to The Peace, are the ones getting hit the most by the Chaos.  Or feeling it.  Those in the Chaos are too chaotic anyway to realize it even.  But those getting closer to The Peace, they seem to feel/realize the chaos so I think we need to ask for Protection for them to get to The Peace in Peace without being caught up in The Chaos.  This might not make sense to you now, neither does it now to me, but I will read it again after I have emailed it to you.  Maybe later on it will make some sense. 

 

Find Peace and then leave Peace in Peace!! !!!

 

Ok, I hope the above worked.  AS something was given to me, kill “something” and then kill kill to get rid of kill and therefore never for something to come back again, it has been killed and if kill is also killed, it can also never return, so find peace and then leave peace in peace is the only answer for peace.  As it is all in the words, the way it is being put.

 

So whenever you find your PC and can mail, I hope the PC will be fine soon.

And then under the heading:  RECESSION COMES TO PC MAKERS

19/01/2009 6:36AM

 The subject is also the subject of the “information window” on gmail as I opened it up now.  It was also said on yesterday on the news on the radio that there is expected to come a “blow up” in the internet industry.  I do not understand why – if they expect the internet industry to “blow up” – why is there coming a recession for PC makers?

 

I am just asking, but I think it is this Binary Code thing.  Everything in time is 1 out because there is according to Xenon of Athene, no continuity between 0 and 1 as you can never reach from 0 to 1 as you can never move from 1 point to the next.  As before you want to move from 0 to the half of the 1st point, you first have to travel half the distance.  To do that you first have to travel half the distance of that.  And so on.  So you actually never get to move away from the point of Origin.  This was to show that there is a question about motion, but in the End, it comes down to that you can never get from 0 to 1 or have the number 1 for that MATTER.  And computers and therefore everything with it, are based on the Binary Code.  As your point of The Point of Balance, should be [0;0] anyway, and not [0;1] or [1;0].  And not even [1;1] for that matter as it seems that the number 1 should not even exist.  But this implication have got so many and far reaching consequences, even more than that 1 = -1.  And if the far reaching effects of these two are combined, the whole mankind is in its moer as it will never SEE those effects as they would be too hidden because they are and have such far reaching consequences.  A lot of people are seeing some of the EFFECTS coming through and they mostly get documented as conspiracy theories of some kind.  But they do not see the principle that is the CAUSE of these effects they are witnessing.

Why I am asking is because I am wondering if your PC is still giving trouble?

 Renee

19/01/2009 6:53AM

 

And then the following I received:

 

19/01/2009 7:15AM

The End imply a New Beginning or Beginning/Origin.  But to get to this Beginning/Origin, you first have to have an End therefore.  As also does Beginning imply End.  That gives:  [End;Beginning].

But the Beginning number is 0.

So for Everything to be in the Point of Balance, the End must be the same as the Beginning.  That gives [0;0] as the Beginning is 0.

So End is also 0.  You do not start at 1, you start at nothing as it is said:  Everything was created from NOTHING.

19/01/2009 7:18AM

Ns.  This mean you need not get from the point 0 to 1 as you get from the Origin to the End without having to go from 0 to 1 when Everything is in Balance.

21/01/2009 13:14 – Some form of Zep Tepi.

 

Anyway, John, a lot of this I have done the detail of the proofs already in previous works.  But I guess this last inset in the Second Part, is inclusive enough to proof what I am saying about the Binary number system.  But look what has been happening.  For it to blow up, it can also mean that there could be an expansion in the internet industry.  But I am afraid that the binary systems combined with the human state of mind called the World of opposites, is just too wide spread to explain where and how far reaching its EFFECTS are.  Just think of how the system is already failing because somewhere it has got to be manipulated with the fact that we do not have 1cents and 2cents anymore and the big cash stores has to give either 5cents out and loose 3 cent or whatever, or win from someone.  But how do they justify that on their books?  Does the computer manipulate the figures to suite the big companies?  How do they incorporate this thing if something costs 92 cents and someone pays cash?  Can you see what I mean when I say it has got far reaching effects.  And all because the binary code and the human state of mind of being in a world of opposites is creating a huge “illusion”, if you can even call it that.

Anyway,…..

Renee

21/01/2009 1:39PM and 3 + 9 = 12, the number of fulfillment.

A HEART in the TALE.

THE HEART OF THE TORNADO/HORUS/RA

 

JOHN25

 

04/01/2009 13:08 where from the time we have the 13 or 31 combination and the 08, or the 31 08 number combination that Linda asked me about, and from the date we have an 04 and 01 or 41, and then from the year, we have 2 + 9 = 11 or then the 41 or 14 and 11 combination.  The number combination of the date of my accident.  And this the 25^th letter, but from 25 we have the 2 which is an 1 + 1 or 11 and the 5 we have a 1 + 4 or  4 + 1 which gives the 11 and 14 or 11 and 41 combination again.

 

Dear JOHN

 

A long intro for a change again – hardly had one since the Lores.  But always a first, a first with the John’s.  This JOHN25 consist out of JOHN24 and JOHN20 and if you look at these two, they give the 24 and 20 or 24 + 20 = 44.  And 44 is the number combination that is linked to the Hebrew Name of God that means “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

 

But here it come:

 

JOHN24

 

A HEART IN THE TALE

 

Dear John

 

Yes, like on the night of 30/12/2008 and morning hours of 31/12/2008, I made an hysterical drama Queen of myself again probably last night.

 

As the Sun was going down on the evening of 30/12/2008, my boss saw a snake entering the shed.  And I have my home in the shed as well.  So my boss said he saw a snake and I went to look and only saw the tail of the snake.  But he couldn’t make out what kind of snake it was – except that it was about 1.5 meters long.  So his wife came out, she is a psychologist and she handled the situation like only a psychologist can.  She asked him if he can handle the situation?  On which he replied:  “no” and off he went into the house and closed the door.  So she stood with me watching this tail of the snake and asked me if I am ok with it?  Well, what could I have said?  I said, yes, I can handle it and off she went after the husband, case resolved.  Everybody that couldn’t deal with it are gone, the one who said she can deal with it, is sharing space with the snake.

 

Then I started thinking to myself, but if I have to get out at night time or even during the day and you do not know where in the shed this snake is or what kind of snake even it is – your mind (or mine for one), would just kill me and make me live in fear because of the unknown of this situation.  You do not know what you are dealing with.  So I phoned a friend that also stays on Cedar Peak and she came and as she came to the shed to come and check out this situation with me, some visitor arrived on Cedar Peak.  And he was willing to take the “nets” that this snake was hiding in, away so we could observe this snake.  But as he was taking the “nets” away, I heard this terrible “hissing” sound coming from this snake.  And he heard it too and left everything and retreated.  I knew there was trouble immediately.  So he said that we should get the neighbor to come and shoot this snake, as it is an aggressive snake so it must be probably a cobra or something poisonous.  It cannot stay in the shed and let alone with people moving around the shed and dogs and so on.  Rather get rid of it – so get the neighbor and let him come and shoot the snake.  But at that stage, even when I heard the “hissing” sound and realized but this is not a good sign, never it crossed my mind to kill the snake.  I knew it had to be removed, but as far as possible from this place so it cannot come back to the shed.  But if it can be relocated a 20 or 30 kilometers away, it might find a new home without being in someone’s shed and standing a chance then of getting shot.

 

So this drama Queen started the act.  The people must have thought me Nuts to even think to relocate the snake.  But luckily my friend started phoning a family member who works at the nature reserve close by and him and the ranger came to Cedar Peak.  Meanwhile, my boss left me with the hysteria of sitting as far as about a meter from this snake in order to check it does not leave the place where we knew it was.  So eventually the people from the nature conservation reserve arrived and they too thought me totally crazy to wanting to catch this snake (which they thought to be cobra) and relocate it.  But I had my mind set on it and I was acting out a drama queen to get my needs fulfilled.  So eventually they went off to their offices as they have got a list of the snake catchers there with telephone numbers.  But the local guy in Porterville, did not want to come out to a farm so far off in the mountains to come and catch a poisonous snake from a shed.  He thought to rather kill it instead too.  I was surprised about this but I told them there is no way this snake is getting killed. 

 

So eventually we received good news from the nature conservation reserve people that some snake catcher from Cape Town is on his way.  This is now round about 21:00 on this night of 30/12/2008.

 

But I thought to  myself.  Well, if I must be a drama Queen, then let me be it properly.  Let the whole of the Western Cape be up in arms because of a very aggressive poisonous snake that some hysterical so thought crazy woman wants saved out of a shed from a far off farm on top of the Cedar Mountains, just because she does not want it shot.

 

So the snake catcher came and caught the snake and he said he was going to release it on the N7 somewhere on his way back to Cape Town, where it cannot be in anybody’s way again.  But according to him it was one of the smallest kinds of Cobra’s you get and they are very aggressive and very, very, poisonous.  But on the morning of 31/12/2008, this snake was safely in her new environment and not shot.  Yes, staying on a farm on the top of the Cedar Mountains and getting a snake catcher from the city of Cape Town in order to save the snake’s life because it went to make nest in a shed.  That sounds a bit extreme, doesn’t it.  But all I know is that the snake that wanted to nest in the shed, her heart is still beating in her tail and she is alive and well.

 

So last night, the drama Queen inside me came out again and I am starting to wonder if maybe I should not consider that maybe I am paranoid in some form or something?  As I had a lot of work stress on Cedar Peak, and as I came home to come and rest, my boss’ dog is with me and I have to take care of him, but he was lying with me in my sleeping quarters but he was breathing very uneasily.  Eventually I realized but I was worried about him this afternoon already with this same kind of breathing pattern I discovered with him.  Something was not right.  And I thought to myself, but there was a piece of meat that his people gave him earlier on the day that he did not eat.  But I also knew he ate his food I gave him for his evening meal.  So I thought to phone the vet.  This guy asks me what his gums looks like and I look at it and I tell the vet what I see.  And the vet tells me it sounds like respiratory problems.  And I had to take him in it was decided eventually.  But when I arrive there, this vet started off by telling me that he just want to give me a few lessons in emergency calls for vets/animals.  You only go to the vet after hours, so it is only considered an emergency, if the dog is already dying.  As the vet told me that emergency calls is only if the dog has been bitten by a snake (adder or cobra – but in which case the dog will not make it from Cedar Peak to the vet anyway, ridiculous I thought as why then bring the dog at all.  But who am I, I am not the vet and the vet says you only bring the dog in an emergency – or then, when it is too late already for that matter) or have tic fever to such extend that the dog is on the brink of dying of this tic fever.  Yeah, how must I know when is the hour of death for the dog if he has got tic fever.  So if he has got tic fever (or when I discover this at night), I must wait until he is in his dying moments for it to be an emergency to take him the about 50 kilometers, via passes in the dark, to this vet who only work after hours for emergencies which he describe as an emergency is only when the dog is not going to make it (if you interpret his words that the dog must actually be dying before you take it to a vet after hours.  And that only mean that the dog must be therefore in its dying moments before you may consider to take it to this town, Piketberg’s vet after hours).

 

So he examines the dog, and find that the dog is only suffering from the stress of the heat and therefore had respiratory problems.  But this is nothing as the dog is not dying and especially it is not a snake bite or tic fever.  So the dog did not get treated, instead it was declared:  It is 100%!? 

 

Now I am wondering what kind of an idiot I am?  To take a healthy dog, which I am still worried about, to a vet after hours and you only take a dog to the vet after hours if it is in a state of dying already.  And the words, “in a state of dying already”, imply that the dog is already therefore on its death path.  So it will die.  But I took an animal, who according to me is suffering still from the stress of the sun on his body and therefore the still respiratory problems, to someone who only treat dead animals.  But I was only looking for a vet to treat this animal for his uncomfortableness.  As this respiratory problem, whatever is causing it, is telling me he is uncomfortable.  And the way he moved around during the night, I realized but he is very uncomfortable and I am an idiot!  As I wanted him to be comfortable, but the vet only treats dead animals?  What a ridiculous world – or am I only a drama queen who cannot take the suffering of animals?  But according to the vet, I am only paranoid because I had a dog which had to be put down eventually as the vet my dog went to told me he was suffering severely and that it would be better to put him down and relieve him from his discomfort.  And because of that, this vet now thinks I am paranoid and I am an idiot.  And in this tale[s], it is only because of my heart that is telling me I cannot handle the discomfort of animals, that makes me this idiot and drama queen and probably been thought of as crazy!

 

But last night I said to myself – I do not want to go on.  I felt I couldn’t go on anymore.  I was finished with the stress of everything and this thing with the dog was just the last thing that made me felt this is not worth being here anymore.  So I asked “The Creator” of Everything, to please relieve me of my duties and let me leave this human, mortal life.  As I do not fit into it.  And then, last night I had this dream:

 

I dreamt I was putting something back in a place and somebody called the “police” as they thought I was doing something wrong.  But I knew I was not doing something wrong, I was only putting something back that needed to be replaced.  Then this kind of police came and what happened after that I do not know, but somehow it got sorted out it seems as the next I knew was that my Father and Mother was in the picture.  And my Mother then spoke to me, very nicely as if she wanted to approach me carefully.  And her words to me was that they asked my cousin to help out, but she didn’t want to (and my thoughts in my dream was, I can understand why, as she does not have the qualifications to help out).

 

And that was what my parents – in specific my Mother, related to me in my dream.  So I cannot be helped out, by someone or for that matter someone to take my place, as they asked someone but this one does not have the qualifications to do it.  And I also remember there were someone sort of with me in the process of putting back something when I was sort of “caught”.  And this person was in a terrible state of shock and was crying so much.  But I just went on doing what I did – which is probably to want to go to the “NO-thing” or to stop existing.  So my Mother tried to tell me nicely that I have to go on as this morning suddenly I have positive thoughts and strength again to go on.  And suddenly I was given something to look forward to as well, or at least, something that makes my heart feel more at peace.  I guess, what a Heart’s Tale?

Anyway

KIND REGARDS

03/01/2009 3:31PM or 15:31.

 

And…..

 

JOHN20

 

22/12/2008 8:38AM

 

MY WORK STRESS

 

Dear John

Maybe I am too concerned with the rules?  As my job is stressing me out!   But I feel I am getting paid and my head is asking me, but in relation to what money is worth today, what are you getting paid?  As why do I feel so guilty?  I am getting paid to do a job,  that is the bottom line for me.  Doesn’t matter it seems how much.  I am just stressing out because I feel I am going to be some nuisance here.  I do not belong here.  And the only way for me to have some sense of belonging here, is to think:  but I am working here, so the owner of the farm owns me.  As he is paying me and

in return I pay him

back by working for him, belonging to him.  So he is buying me, like he bought the pigs.  But therefore I must live like he tells me to live?  But where do you draw the line?

 

By not coping with the stress, I am feeling as if I am steeling from my boss who is giving me permission to be on the planet of the earth and my response is to just go back to the NO-thingness or to even become more than nothing, to become nothing.  So it seems the way I feel stressed out, is that my only sense of belonging is if someone owns me.  For no other matter do I have any rights on this planet or anywhere else?  Not even to be here.  I must just do what the contract with the owner of the farm – who bought the farm with money and now it is his farm, this piece of planet belongs to him, tells me to do.  For other purposes I have got no rights.  I belong to the one who bought me.

So by belonging to this owner of the farm, you are paying to be here in some way or form.  You are paying to be!  But it does not make sense, as

 

I am paying to be here, but I don’t even want to be here. 

I am paying to be, but I do not even want to be! 

 

I am just as an idiot as the ones who are paying the medical aids money in order to receive peace of mind, but also have medical cover.  Meanwhile they must pay in when they go to the doctor still, although they are paying the medical aid a certain amount of money each month.  Why pay the doctor if you pay the medical aid each month to pay the doctor anyway?  But we all do.  We only think we are covered but meanwhile we do not see!  We do not see what an idiot we are.  But I am even more of an idiot, as I pay to be here, where I do not want to be, and then I still have guilt feelings because I feel I do not pay enough and hard enough to be here where I do not even want to be!

Renee

22/12/2008 9:10AM

 

This is the END of JOHN25.

 

KIND REGARDS

04/01/2009 1:15PM or a 25 for JOHN25 as 1 + 1 = 2.

The HEART[Land].

THE LIGHT OF JOY

 

JOHN23

 

Dear John

 

01/01/2009 12:39PM or 12/12 where 12 the number of Fulfilment.

 

Two little twins will receive their hearts desires before the beginning of the new year tonight.  So when the New Year, 2009, start tonight, these two kids’ hearts desires would have been fulfilled.

 

And the beauty of it all is that they are called Boeta and Sussa.  It is the household name for every kid who has got a brother or sister as if you have a brother, you call him in Afrikaans, “Boeta”.   And if you have a sister, you call her in Afrikaans, “Sussa”.  So in a way they are representative of every brother and sister in this world that exist.  And therefore, they as brothers and sisters, would be representative for all the kids in this world.  So maybe by their heart’s desires being fulfilled on this last minutes before the year 2009 start, the whole of mankind’s kids hearts desires are therefore fulfilled in symbolism.

 

And even more beautiful is that it is because of a Queen, a Queen of a Business Club, that their hearts desires actually got fulfilled.  But think of the Beauty of that – the inverse of Marie Antoinette in history, this Queen of a Business Club, decided to keep her up with something so small as to fulfill Boeta and Sussa’s heart’s desires.  What must God think of God’s Creation?  Look, I, God, have created something good (at last) as even someone down there on that Planet Earth who is as mighty and powerful as a Queen, held herself up with something as small as Boeta and Sussa and fulfilled their heart’s desires.

 

But meanwhile we do not know the extend of this act?  As I said, Boeta and Sussa is representative of all the kids on this Planet in symbolism.  So maybe this is a Joyful message (not mess(of ALL the)ages) anymore) for 2009.  So, if ALL symbolism works [LETS HOPE – and I have written about FAITH AND LOVE, but it seems this is about HOPE now], then from 2009 we will have a fulfilling of hearts desires for each child, even the ones who grow to become adults as they too are still someone’s brother or sister in some way.  I don’t think this Queen realized what great a dead she did to get involved in a matter so [small?].

But pictures were taken of this event and there were 48 pictures/photographs in total.  And 4 + 8 = 12, the number of Fulfillment.  But it is also the number combination that Linda asked me about, namely

31 08

And the starting time of the first picture was 31/12/2008 20:06, or the 26 (from the 20:06), the inverse of the Quantum combination Number 62, that are linked to the Quantum Principle that mankind suffers from, namely the state of mind of the World of Opposites.  And the end time of the last photo, was 31/12/2008, 20:20 or 22.  The amount of letters (that made up some of the first words) that the Hebrew language has got.  And how powerful are “words”?  Maybe not powerful, but the understanding of the ALL is in how you put the words that are describing of our perceptions.

 

THE BEGINNING

 

INITIAL REQUEST TO THE QUEEN

28/11/2008 – time, Unknown

 

To whom it may concern.

 

I did not know who to turn to.  At first I thought to approach my boss, but I know he is an advocate and very busy and want short and (not) sweat letters via email from me.  I must be factual with him – although he is a very great man in my eyes.

 

Then I thought, well, maybe if one goes political on this, it will help as the political parties all just would want to do something like this for the sake of getting votes.  Especially now.

 

So I thought to myself, who would get the least out of this, as a business would then use it for advertising itself business wise.  So what came to mind was that The Business Club might be the best proposition.  If they did not want to get involved, then I would probably have to go and find another way for this problem before Christ(mass).  That is why I am writing the letter to you now already.

 

I am actually busy going through my own “shit” at this stage and do not really understand why I even bother about the following?

The other night I was off to the guest house which I am taking care of for my boss in Cape Town here on Cedar Peak close to Porterville.  And this little brown boy was walking after me the whole time but I was so busy with my own problems that I hardly noticed him.  But he tried to tell me on my way to the house something and I tried to hear what he was saying and I could only make out that he was talking about the little “draadkarretjie” that my boss has for his kids, inside the guest house.

 

But still I went on into the house and did what I had to do and as I came out he was there still. Waiting for me.  And I said to him he must go home.  And I called him after me, but it seemed as if he was waiting for something.  And the only thing I could think of to tell him was that we will ask Father Christmas to consider to bring him a “draadkarretjie” for Christmas.  And I still wondered if this brown kid would have any understanding of that concept? 

 

But then, as we went back, I noticed something and that is why I am writing you this letter.  I noticed that he has a blue plastic motorcycle (the boy is about 3 -4 years old and his name is Boeta) – the ones you get the kids to push themselves on?  But I realized but I always see him with this motorcycle, but he is never on it!  He is pushing it from the front side to the back side of the motorcycle, all the way where he goes in front of him.  Like you would be pushing that little “draadkarretjie”.  So his little heart must be yearning for this little “draadkarretjie”.  And nobody seems to take notice of this yearning.

 

But I would have loved to get him this draadkarrerjie, but I am out of a vehicle myself at the moment because of I rolled my vehicle and feel I am not getting on track with the insurance claim for some or other reason, but that is besides the point.  It is just, I don’t think I will have the money to buy him a draadkarretjie like that for Christmas, and if I do have the money, I do not know where to get hold of one at this stage either.  And to tell you the truth, with the condition I am in, I do not have the strength to go and look somewhere to find something like this?  But the other thing is, he has got a little twin sister as well, so if I get him something, I will have to get her something as well.  And I have got no clue as to what to get her.

 

So I was wondering if The Business Club do not want to take care of one little boys yearning by just giving him a draadkarretjie for Christmas and if there is someone at The Business Club that has got any ideas of something special to give to the little twin sister as well, I would appreciate it.  But I think they will appreciate it more!

 

I guess I am making a fool of myself again, but then so be it.  Attached are a photograph of the twins, the little boy and his little blue motorcycle that he uses at this stage as a draadkarretjie, and his little twin sister.  I hope their dreams can be fulfilled this Christmas.

If you could also just inform me if I need to make another plan before Christ(mass) to let this happen, please, I would appreciate it.  You can simply email me to this address.  Thank you.

(Just:  this is not my style, as I am actually for Conservation and just love Nature and The Animals)

 

KIND REGARDS

(This letter was emailed – according to the computer – at 4:22 on 28/11/2008 from my “legendsthe4”  email address.  A photograph was attached too which is photograph no 003 from my Pictures at date 2008-11-15).

And so was the INITIAL REQUEST TO THE QUEEN the eventual fulfillment of Hearts Desires.

But just to add.  We all had to go to the ends of this Planet to eventually find the “draadkarretjie”.  Eventually it was the superhuman efforts of a team called Abraham and Amanda from a place called Kaap Agri, that found this gift.  This all sound easy said, easy done, but it took a hell of an effort from all of us to get to this letter.  To get to the end of 2008 the way it ended in this letter – with the Sun going down, but a Light of Joy shining just before it does and getting captured this way.  But for all this their was a price to be paid for this “draadkarretjie” and as I already put so much effort on the Queen and on Kaap Agri, on Abraham and Amanda, I had to pay that price for all this to come about.  The price was a 300, where the 3 is The Triangle and then we are left with the 00or The Point [0;0], my The Point of Balance that needs to be reached in man’s state of mind I call “the state of mind of being in The World of Opposites”.

 

Anyway, just had a Tortoise walking into my house now.  A very old animal on this Earth.

KIND REGARDS

01/01/2009 13:27 and 2 + 7 = 9 and 13 + 9 = 22, and in the pictures that are proof of this event, the Last Picture, the End of this deed, but The Beginning of this Event of the Fulfillment of Hearts Desires, the time was also a 22 and 22 + 22 = 44, the number combination of the Hebrew Name of God that means:  “ I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

A HEART[Y] MOMENT

3 Dimensions into 1, the 4th [314 – Zep Tepi]

JOHN22

 

Dear John

And this is JOHN22 on the 29^th or as 2 + 9 = 11, it gives the 22^nd on the 11^th or a 22/11.  (The date of my accident that I rolled my vehicle in 2008).

 

The following came to mind…..

 

29/12/2008 3:09AM

I keep on wondering if the Global Consciousness will still have its power if it realizes it doesn’t have anymore?  Will it then ever realize the power it had at all?

 

 

The letter I wrote in reply to a question on a comment on…..

“Placebo Scheduled to B”:

 

Submitted on 2008/11/30 at 4:14pm

This is my info..

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Half the Amazon Rainforest to be Lost by 2030
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(NaturalNews) Due to the effects of global warming and deforestation, more than half of the Amazon rainforest may be destroyed or severely damaged by the year 2030, according to a report released by the World Wildlife Fund (WWF).

The report, “Amazon’s Vicious Cycles: Drought and Fire,” concludes that 55 percent of the world’s largest rainforest stands to be severely damaged from agriculture, drought, fire, logging and livestock ranching in the next 22 years. Another 4 percent may be damaged by reduced rainfall caused by global warming. This is anticipated to destroy up to 80 percent of wildlife habitat in the region.

read more..

 

 

Submitted on 2008/11/30 at 6:49pm

30/11/2008 20:38 or 8:38PM and the time your reply came in, 4:14PM

Anyway, it seems people tend to think I am an idiot anyway – go and read my letter to JOHN called JOHN8 that is called: Our [OWN] Sillyness at ava414.wordpress.com or ava414.blogspot.com

Either way, they will tell you exactly how ridiculous things are. But getting what I am writing is not easy. All I can say, if you want to take me seriously or shall I rather say, if you want to take seriously what I said and really want to see what I have written as a way for this Planet to survive then look for instance at the Hadron Collider! What happened there? It broke down to such extend that the scientists had to: GO AND SEARCH FROM THE SCRATCH OF THE CREATED COLLIDER, to find the problem! And that is what I suggest as well. I have given a mathematical equation for scientists to start with – but of course, it will probably be unacceptable to them. But if you apply it to the rest of some of the insets on the blogs, you will find that it does make sense. And outside people are also talking about the phenomena that we can actually “create”. I mean, the book “The Secret” sold millions. But the mathematical part I am referring to is called in the pages: “The Balance”. It should be in the pages of Horus414 as well.

And that is all I can answer you now. Yes, I am also concerned about the welfare of the Planet. But getting to the things I write I sometimes go through a lot of stuff – like having to roll my vehicle and get out of it afterwards without a scratch. But still it has an impact on my system of some sort. As then all my unconscious stuff first comes out and i have to deal with it and only after that do I get to the parts where I can actually get to the things like they are written in the ava414.wordpress.com and ava414.blogspot.com

So I do not have a clue if anybody will take it seriously. For myself, I don’t even want to think if I take it seriously or not – I just write it.

So there you have a reply on your “comment”! Do we care enough to even try out some “idiotic” reference or which will most probably be taken up as idiocy by scientists? Or do we rather carry on and hope some alien ship will arive to save the world in some way? Like sitting in the middle of the ocean and a big ship come along and they ask if they can rescue you but you say no, I have said a prayer to God to come and save me! Maybe sometimes the answer is something totally different than what we think it would be? I am only speculating! But maybe there is something to the things I have written!

ava414

 

 

But then:  Man has not even realized its power to transform for instance Global Warming by way of its mighty power in Global Consciousness in the (for now) principle of Quantum Physics?  Now if Quantum Physics falls apart – are turned upside down and disproof (like is started with the book now:  The Final Theory) and does not exist anymore, will man still have that Global Consciousness power?  As the it means:  the Science may have failed, but the principle behind it was true?  So the only thing was, the Science failed to give a version of the truth – the Whole Truth.

29/12/2008 3:16AM

Ns.  Is Quantum Physics based on Truth or is A Truth based on Quantum Physics?

29/12/2008 3:22AM

 

29/12/2008 3:29AM

Even if our Global Consciousness at the moment are only based on Quantum Physics, if man should realize that and what its beliefs are (Global Warming for instance), then Global Warming can stop even if man realizes but it cannot manifest (even on a level of Global Consciousness because Science failed).  But still, it will stop believing that it can manifest and it would think but it manifested Global Warming so if it believes it cannot manifest anymore, it would believe but now we cannot manifest Global Warming anymore.  So it would stop manifesting Global Warming anymore.  So it means man’s idea of manifesting will change, and will stop him from manifesting anymore.  But this mere act of the belief that he cannot manifest anymore and therefore stop manifesting, is already an act of manifesting in itself.

So it is only Science that failed to tell the Truth.  The Global Consciousness can still go on in what its beliefs are.

And in the past they used Science to give them that Global Consciousness – but Science is going to fail them miserably as it does not tell the truth, the Whole Truth.

So they will have to find something else to determine what their Global Consciousness is going to be!

29/12/2008 3:36AM

Ns.  So the mere act where everything tumbles and crashes down because that which man’s power was built on came tumbling down, will be a way of showing them but they have that power they think they have lost  –  look how man would then have created chaos, because it believed it did not have the power to create anymore (not even on Global Consciousness level), man believed that it is creating chaos.  So they do have the power to create whatever they believe – even if that power is that they do not have the power, then they still have that power and it will be in that, that they will realize they have that power – in the realization but they do not have that power  that they will realize but they actually do have that power.  Even if Science failed.

29/12/2008 3:42AM

 

29/12/2008 4:22AM

But the total collapse of Science and man realizing but it can still manifest by way of the collapse into chaos, will put manifesting the Global Consciousness not on a level of 3 dimensional Scientific proof, but on a level of Faith.  That will be raising the vibration of not only manifesting, but therefore also be raising the vibration of Global Consciousness.  To a level of Faith.  To a level of not religion either, but to a level of Faith.

 

As in Science there is the flaw of the inbalanceness because certain information got lost in the process of trying to document it.  (See my writing on “TRANSFORMED PRISM –an ILLUSION”).

But once man is off on his road in Faith to manipulating Global Consciousness, another level of vibration would have been reached.  And all on the road of getting out of what is now called the 3 dimensional “density”!   As was said in the Myths:  First chaos, and then out of “density” for the ALL to be able to “melt” into the “rest”.  But that is far beyond the first manifesting of Global Consciousness after the collapse of Science and the collapse of Global Warming.

29/12/2008 4:30AM and 4 + 3 = 7, the number of Soluta – some name form for “solution”.

 

29/12/2008 6:28AM

And to get out of the 3 Dimensional World (the one where Science will come to a fall) is to move out of the world of the verse, the balance and the inverse and to move to the higher vibration of “faith” is to move out of the 3 Dimensional World of the State of Mind of The World of Opposites, into a world of Balance, the Point [0;0].

This means out of 3 dimensions where 1 is Truth, the one of Balance, the Point [0;0].  But 3 (the old) and 1, the new, but still part of the 3 old ones but was there but just hidden all the time, gives a 31 or 13 or 4 and 4 or 44.  (The gamatria in Hebrew for the Hebrew name of God meaning:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”).   But the 3 (Dimensions) consisted of 2 not true and creating the illusion and 1 True or a 21 and 12 or 21/12 combination.

But from 3 Dimensions, to actually 1 Dimension (Faith), which is the 31 or 4^th Dimension, which gives a 314 or then 3114, the Zep Tepi coordinates/combination.

29/12/2008 6:30AM

 

KIND REGARDS

29/12/2008 6:52AM

Nothing in The Point of Balance!

JOHN18

 

Dear John

 

19/12/2008 18:53

I got the following just a while ago.  This is the Ultimate Point of Balance and is much necessary.  Very Necessary!

 

19/12/2008 17:31

I just got the insight as to the “nothingness” (as for me – my PHD or “Peace, Harmony and Darkness” or the Absolute).

But Beyond the nothing there is nothing.  This brings nothing and nothing (the exact same two words with exact same meanings) into the point of balance as they both resemble, literally, 0.  Or The Point of Balance, The Point [0;0].

 

So even the NO-thingness is in a Point of Balance, The Point [0;0], and it has to be.  As that is where it all start.  If the Point of Balance is not in the Point of balance, then how can anything else ever get into the Point of Balance.  How can anything get to the point [0;0], the centre of it all, the point that takes the weight of everything and is striving to bring the world of opposites all into its own balance as well, namely The Point of Balance, the Point [0;0].

19/12/2008 17:34

And this would be called:  Nothing in The Point of Balance!

KIND REGARDS

End of JOHN18

19/12/2008 19:01 – and 6 years and 6 months ago I went into the operation theatre for the emergency operation after being shot that took me to my loved Phd.

R the Picture of Accuracy Distorted?

JOHN17

 

Dear John

 

19/12/2008 13:43 turning 44.

I was just wondering about the discovery in a Northern Cape Cave of things that they estimate to be of age 2 million years.

 

If I look at the pieces I wrote called:

“White Light”

“Transformed PRISM – an ILLUSION”

“The Balance”

So far, if you put that all together, together with the Quantum Principle disasters, and you look at the book that just came out now called:  “The Final Theory”, where everyone since Newton and Einstein are proven wrong by this Physicist, then I wonder how accurate the Scientists calculations on age can be?

 

As it seems everything in this Universe’s age are determined in some way or another by light?  In the case of the Northern Cape Cave – they use special techniques, but infrared light is one of the techniques that can be used to calculate the age of things on this Planet.

 

Then we go to the outside of this Planet and everything is determined in age by so called “Light Years”.  So when it comes to age, then again, light is in the picture – and how accurate is that picture?  But that brings not accurate and accurate into the point of Balance, namely the Point [0;0] as accurate can be distorted.  So the point of Balance lies in the distortion.  Or then, “miss”(mess)understanding.

19/12/2008 13:48

Ns.  Even Human’s age are determined by light in some way – by way of day (light) and night…..

19/12/2008 13:52

And my letter to you regarding the light thing in Quantum perspective just before the letter about “The Final Theory” as follow:

Sent:	11 December 2008 09:30:02 AM

 

2008/12/11 9:19AM
 
John
 
I am getting tremendously upset again and that is a sign that I need to act.  Most of the time or that something really important is coming up.
 
If I am correct (and that will be the chance I have got to take), then the Planet can be saved.  We can survive a Ice Age.  If I am not correct, all that will loose is me.  But dare I take the chance to think for me to sit in my comfort zone of just writing the blogs and hoping someone else will take it on them to try and tell the world what I know or understand, no, as so many times I have been taken out of it – and for many reasons, but I believe one to be to get this message out.  But if our friends up There want me to get the message out, then they will have to do something as well.  As I do not know where to turn to anymore?  And it feels to me as if the hour clock is running out.  Not the watches, as they cannot tell time accurately anyway, but the hourglass.  That is why things are speeding up, as the closer the sand or whatever is inside the hourglass gets to the bottom, the quicker it goes.  Our watches are useless, like our science they are based on the Cartesian Plane in a way – where they made something static of something and lost a lot of information that way.  That is what my light theories are all trying to show.  And that is why I tried to show that the Cartesian Plane has got a flaw!  So what will I choose, letting people think I am insane and the Planet goes on the way it does, or giving the planet a chance to move on to the next level by way of skipping another Ice Age and starting from scratch again.  At this stage our whole Universe is based on the Quantum principle as even Confucious came up with it.  But if we can change that, and we have the means NOW, then we can skip that Ice Age and the planet can go further in evolution.  But the Global Consciousness need to change first.   As that play a huge part.  And this belief that we have Global Warming, is part of the process.  But it can be reversed.
 
I do not even want to dare to think what is lying ahead if I am right?
 
THANK YOU FOR YOUR LETTER
 
KIND REGARDS
Renee

 

And about “The Final Theory”:

 

Sent:	13 December 2008 10:12:14 AM

 

2008/12/13 10:08AM
 
John
 
My worry is just, this guy is slowly onto the truth.  With his “The Final Theory”.  But does anybody have got any clue as to the implications of it?  I am worried sick – litterally!
 
Not even I can foresee the total disastrous impact this can have on the planet.  But I guess I better look at the bright side.  If we understand how things work and not just throw away what was given to us, how misjudged we may find it or how senseless we may find it, it was given for a reason.  And that reason being to buy us and the planet some time!
 
Anyway, I guess Divine Order knows what it is doing?  I hope?
 
KIND REGARDS
Renee

 

And then just to end JOHN17:

 

Sent:	14 December 2008 09:06:41 PM

 

2008/12/14 20:47 turning 20:48 or 2012 and 1412 is the year in which Joan of Arc was born in, and today is 14/12
 
Hi John
 
I dreamt last night I was walking along a road.  It must have been where I am now.  And passing me from the front came a being.  At first I did not recognize it but then as I came next to me the scenery changed and the picture became all snowy and I saw this being was a leopard.  But with the emphasis it seems on snow.  And I went to read up on “Snowleopards” and of them are said by Ted Andrews in “Animal Speak”:  About the “lore” about them there is one story from Central Asia.  They believed that the snowleopard only sucked out the blood of their victims and did not eat the flesh (a lore), but the story behind this is:  what one ate, one became.  “An animal that only took the blood and not the flesh may indicate great discrimination so that only the powers and life force of the prey is assumed and not its weaknesses (symbolized by the flesh)…The snow leopard lives in the high mountains.  Mountains hae always been places separate from humans.  They were the abodes of gods.  They are places of good vista.  The animals of mountain gods and goddesses were often sacred to the divine in some way.  When a snow leopard reveals itself, it hints of divine protection and a reawakening of one’s own spark of divinity.”
 
This is what I could find out from “The Snowleopard”.  But I also got the goddess card Dana the other night which says the following:  “Your wisdom extends back into the far reaches of ancient times.  You’ve brought this knowledge forward into your present incarnation…”.  This was the Second Time Officially doing a reading with the goddess cards I got her.  The first time I got her was when I opened the pack and the first card I drew was Dana.  That was 02/03/2005 at 13:22.  And some other readings I did I got her once as well, which makes it a 2 officially and 1 not officially, but as everything has got something to do with officially, it gives 3 to do with officially or the number of confirmation.
 
Anyway, just wanted to share this information.
 
KIND REGARDS
Renee
14/12/2008 9:05PM or 21:05 where 5 consist of 14 or 41 and 21 the inverse of 12.  And the date is 14/12, the year in which Joan of Arc was born in.

 

End of JOHN17.

Quantum Principles – The EXTREME.

JOHN15

 

IDIOTS2

22/10/2008 16:53

 

Let me tell you a little idiot story.  One day there was a world, and this world had living being calling themselves Humanity, but actually they were a bunch of idiots.  But as humanity was idiotic, they did not realize what two idiots of these idiots were doing.  These two idiots started to belong to a medical aid.  And true as nuts, they paid the medical aid each month a lot of money, but when they went to visit a doctor (also an idiot anyway), they will still pay the idiot.  But what these two idiots did not know – as they believed their lives was so boring, all they needed to do was visit doctor idiots to not tell them they are idiots.  So they crippled the medical aids with all the money the idiotic doctors claimed from these medical aids, not telling the medical aid that they were a bunch of idiots.  As doctors gets paid to not tell everybody they are idiots.  As the doctors don’t want to tell the idiots they are idiots because then the idiots might be idiotic enough to think that doctors are idiots too?

 

And so it went on, from one idiotic doctor to another.  And eventually this first medical turned bankrupt, as the two idiots who thought their lives were boring, never really understood what chaos they were creating – as they were not told by the doctors that they were idiots.  So the one after the other the medical aids took over the first medical aid – only to get bankrupted again by idiots.

 

But then one medical aid, who really was the cherry on the cake, the main peanut in the packet, decided but they were not going to be idiots anymore, they were going to call themselves, humanity!

 

So here the two idiots started with Humanity and eventually bankrupted Humanity as well.  And no one in that idiotic world could understand where this chaos came from, as humanity was suffering – the one day the stock markets went up, then every idiot had money, the next day the stock markets went down again (meanwhile the two idiots that bankrupted Humanity is still sitting very feverishly in their little house how boring their little lives are not having a clue about the chaos in the world of idiots).

And this may be some idiotic story, but until Humanity is taken over by a place that is not idiotic, and not allow the two idiots to bankrupt it, the world would not get stable again.  It would stay in chaos run by idiots not realizing what in the world are they doing?

 

But the worst of the ending of this story is:  (And you haven’t heard this one before) – the medical company that took over from a bankrupt Humanity, calls themselves now:   Comet.

Now the idioticy is out in space too – and chaos has now have far reaching effects from the world of idiots.  When will the world realize this idioticity and stop being idiots?

But the two idiots who idiotically caused the chaos by bankrupting Humanity, knew they were not idiots.  But they wanted o hear it over and over from the doctors:  you are not idiots!

So the chaos can end if the two idiots just accept that they are not idiots and allow the doctors and the rest of Humanity to still keep on being idiots and not realizing it.

But there is hope, as I spoke to someone today who actually made a lot of money.  So the lesson is, even in a world of idiots there is hope!  Humanity do not necessarily have to be in chaos financially.  Just sort out your idiots, Humanity!!!!

22/10/2008 17:10

Only Without Something can Nothing B Nothing!

 JOHN14

 

07/12/2008 10:10PM turning 10:11PM (computer’s time) 22:12 turning 22:13 (cell’s time) and from this we have 11, 12, 13 – Just as the previous JOHN letters.

 

Just some short note I wrote earlier on:

 

07/12/2008 12:20PM and this gives a 122 which is linked to the tomb of a pharaoh namely Tuntakamen.

 

In order for Nothing to exist, Something must be.  As if there is no Something anymore, there will be nothing, but a nothing without realization of being NO-thing.  But until such time there isn’t Something anymore, Nothing have some kind of existence. 

 

Something must be, in order for NO-thing to exist.

07/12/2008 12:23PM

Ns.  Because Nothing is something – so without Something, NO-thing is also not even nothing anymore – it is less/more than NO-thing.

07/12/2008 21:14

07/12/2008 10:19PM (computer’s time) and 22:21 (cell’s time) where 10 + 19 = 29 + 10 (from 22 hours which is also 10PM) = 39 and 3 + 9 = 12.  But we still have the last minutes, namely 21.   So all in all we have a 21 and 12 from the rest – my date of birth, namely 21/12. 

 

Second Note

09/12/2008 12:21PM

 

If Nothing is left anymore, then there will still be something, namely Nothing.  So in order to get rid of nothing, you also have to get rid of something (which can be anything).  If there is no Something anymore, then there will also not be a nothing.

09/12/2008 12:22PM

Ns. And what have I just written down now here?  Words – language.  So get rid of language and words and what it is causing – Quantum principle, or so to speak:  Chaos – and gain nothing!

10/12/2008 12:00AM