Nothing in The Point of Balance!

JOHN18

 

Dear John

 

19/12/2008 18:53

I got the following just a while ago.  This is the Ultimate Point of Balance and is much necessary.  Very Necessary!

 

19/12/2008 17:31

I just got the insight as to the “nothingness” (as for me – my PHD or “Peace, Harmony and Darkness” or the Absolute).

But Beyond the nothing there is nothing.  This brings nothing and nothing (the exact same two words with exact same meanings) into the point of balance as they both resemble, literally, 0.  Or The Point of Balance, The Point [0;0].

 

So even the NO-thingness is in a Point of Balance, The Point [0;0], and it has to be.  As that is where it all start.  If the Point of Balance is not in the Point of balance, then how can anything else ever get into the Point of Balance.  How can anything get to the point [0;0], the centre of it all, the point that takes the weight of everything and is striving to bring the world of opposites all into its own balance as well, namely The Point of Balance, the Point [0;0].

19/12/2008 17:34

And this would be called:  Nothing in The Point of Balance!

KIND REGARDS

End of JOHN18

19/12/2008 19:01 – and 6 years and 6 months ago I went into the operation theatre for the emergency operation after being shot that took me to my loved Phd.

Power of POWER[LOVE?]?

The Light fall on the inverse line of what is real, according to the dream I had about this line to check reality through the Point [0;0], the Point of Balance.

JOHN10

 

Dear John

06/12/2008 14:03 (laptop’s time) turning 14:04 or the 144 for the ALL – and this piece from Chitchat on legend144.blat.co.za. And 16:07 (cell’s time) or added it gives a 7:7 or 14.

In mainstream Christianity, the Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost is one of the three entities of the Holy Trinity which make up the single substance of God; that is, the Spirit is considered to act in concert with and share an essential nature with God the Father and God the Son (Jesus Christ). The Christian theology of the Holy Spirit, or pneumatology, was the last piece of Trinitarian theology to be fully explored and developed. For this reason, there is greater theological diversity among Christian understandings of the Spirit than there is among understandings of the Son (Christology) and of the Father. Within Trinitarian theology, the Holy Spirit is sometimes referred to as the “Third Person” of the Triune God – with the Father being the First Person and the Son the Second Person.

 

But what I find interesting is the part that says that there is more known about the Holy Ghost, than of Jesus The Christ and of God the Father, according to the Christian Religion where these Three are a Trinity (Prism?).  And it was said above of the King in Myth, namely Gilgamesh, that he was 2 Thirds deity and 1 Third human.  This “sounds” like 2 Thirds (Jesus the Christ and God) and 1 Third (Holy Ghost/Spirit)?  Don’t know if there is a correlation, it is just very “similar” in similarity to 2 Thirds and 1 Third in both instances.  But to receive the Holy Spirit is apparently a gift you receive that goes along with a lot of power.  And it seems a lot of the people I met recently that tried to convince me to go for the “power” of the Holy Spirit/Ghost, have got no heart for even a little dog.  It makes me think of Lord of the Rings, where Power is the worse enemy facing this world.

As I have been judged in these past few weeks by someone who has received the Holy Spirit/Ghost and has felt its power and now just want to taste that Power again and again.  Doesn’t matter what.  But I found no Love lost, like the Love I learnt from my Dog, in this whole process.  In fact, I was judged because I dare love my Dog so much.  I was judged because I am not seeking the power of the Holy Ghost through Jesus Christ by way of giving my heart to Jesus and learn how to be like Jesus – to do the miracles and even more like Jesus did them in the New Testament of the Christian Bible.

 

I just hope that God’s Love can hit this planet and ALL on it, before humankind gets so badly obsessed with the Power of God in the way of receiving the Holy Spirit/Ghost through Jesus.  And the worst is, if you do not do this, or have this “Power”, you will end in a “hell” that is claimed was created by God – but I cannot believe that God The Creator, would have done something like that.  That is why I prayed for those who believe that God created a “hell” to Jesus, to please ask God The Creator to take that “hell” away for them!  As I think it only exists for them.

I have been harsh now, but again, I am not God The Creator.  I am merely a human being with a lot of failures.  As my worst failure to those that seek the power of the Holy Spirit/Ghost, is to love your dog and animals to such extend that you cry when you see their pain.  That is abnormal – in the Holy Spirit/Ghost, you are so powerful that you will not feel such pain, as it seems such kind of pain is from that place they call “hell”. 

I don’t know, as I only got judged by one person who apparently received the Holy Spirit/Ghost and believe so strongly in Its power, that anything not powerful, will probably end you up in that place called “hell”.  You must be “strong/powerful” to overcome the enemy, namely that place called “hell”.  How many will give up love for power in order not to go to the enemy?  Maybe I am biased, because I love and care.  Who knows?

That is what make me want to go back to that Point of Balance where I have been once, after the shooting incident, a place of Absolute Peace, with no me anymore, as I am not powerful enough it seems to fight the love I have for animals or care I feel for them.  In that NOthingness – ALL that is left is nothing of “you”, the only existence is of Absolute Peace and Harmony.  No such thing as power or failure of being powerful.  It is the total Point of Balance [0;0], where power or failure of being power(full) come together in O(0)ne.

16/10/2008 21:38 or 9/11 and the 38 in the minutes are linked to my Dog, who’s name started with a CH or a 38.  And his death went along with Earthquake’s and forces of nature erupting that had all to do with names that directly or indirectly started with Ch or then, 38.

06/12/2008 14:06 (laptops time) 16:08 (cell’s time) or a 26, the inverse of 62 and 4:08PM or as 4 + 8 = 12, 12 the number of Fulfilment.  But from the day we have a 12 also which gives (as this has got all to do with time) a 144.

Only Conscious of Being Unconscious.

Thoughts

 

This is the Seventh Thought

 

08/07/08 19:17

This Seventh Note will consist about some quotes I made in my notebook again.  So lets start as soon as possible.

 

First Note

08/07/08 9:58AM turning 59AM

If someone falls into a state of some kind of “sleep”(where it is considered that this person is unconscious) then Humankind says:   S/He lost consciousness.

That is that within any form of existence that is not of this world, and beyond death, you have no consciousness as you lost it.

So being on the other side, according to the above, you have no consciousness.   So on the other side you go into the unconscious – that which is sought in this life to know in order to get knowledge of all kinds

                                                                                                                 08/07/08 10:03AM

 

Second Note

08/07/08 10:36AM

On the night of 6^th and 7^th of July 2008, I had this dream.  At first I was living several lives (about 2) but only for a short period.

Then I landed in a riverbed and all I saw was little footprints.  And I realized in my dream that it was Charlie’s footprints and then all stopped and as I heard the voice of “Rina (my mother’s best friend and my second mother)” and she was saying that it was better that Charlie was not there at this stage we were in in this riverbed.  And I sank into the unconscious (where that was all I was conscious of – the being unconscious).

And a riverbed (according to Ted Andrews in his book “Animal Speak”) is linked to the flow of time.  So my dog Charlie made deep prints in the flow of time.  And as I was in that state where I lost consciousness, Charlie’s face appeared to me and he was so close to me – and then I woke up.

                                                                                                                       08/07/08  10:43AM

 

Third Note

08/07/08 11:12

My dog was the 3^rd thing I watched on TV my first night out of ICU after being shot.  And what happened was that I was watching the movie on M-net and there was this guy getting shot and they were showing how the bullet went through his body in slow motion.   And I called the sister to put the TV for me on another channel.  She did, but there they had this religious panel discussing religions and I was so terrified as that is something I once wrote about but then was told I write abnormal stuff.  So I was blocked by a psychiatrist as well as my parents to put my hand on paper anymore.  So the religions was also making me anxious and I called the sister again and asked for another channel and when she switched it over, there were an ad about MTN, where they were advertising a dog that looked similar to my dog and this dog got a big bone and he had the most quote place to live in and he was boss there.  And I could not understand how these programs could link to me and told the sister to put the TV off.  I was very upset about this TV thing, but now, 6 years later, I get the wireless internet and the mainframe coming on each time is the email I have with the name:  Charliethehero.  So the computer – which is HP (Harmony and Peace – where I were in while in hospital after being shot and having that big operation) – uses for the Fastlink, my dog and this fast link is of MTN. 

 

And my dog’s name starts with CH, so does the name of his specie start with CH (Chihuahua).  But at the time of his death on 7/5 of this year, there were a massive earthquake in China and there were an Typhoon in Myanmar (linked to China as well in some way) and the volcanic eruption in Chile.

But if you look at CH, it gives according to their place in the hierargy of the English Alphabet, a 38.  But if you view MTN, its numbers starts and initially only started with the numbers 083, where 83 is the inverse of 38.  All these subtle links, coincidence?

I remember that night with the TV thing I thought to myself, you have got a serious delusional, paranoic unbalanced view/perspective.  But when I look at all the coincidences that is actually only coming out now, I am starting to wonder if there is not maybe any grounds I had for these feelings not being true?  Maybe it was destiny to have seen what I saw and having all the things happening now as it is happening, making that experience not so abnormal, but extraordinary.

                                                                                                                                    08/07/08 11:17AM

 

So much for the Notes.  But I think the main thing is the first and second part (although the third part is in its own way going to be useful later on) about consciousness.  I think the extreme took place within my dream – being conscious of being in the unconscious. 

And later this afternoon I saw where I have been all day – as the opening was there, the opening to the place where I have been in hospital after being shot and after the emergency operation which Master Kuthumi called:  the NO-thingness.  But this place has been discussed so many times in these last few posts!!

End of the 7^th Thought.

                                                                                                                                        08/07/08 19:52 or 7/7