Method Behind Madness

Behind me – and I am indicating – lies the ocean, which in symbolism mean:  The Sumtotal of ALL Knowledge.   And behind them, the rocky mountains, which in symbolism mean:  The dwelling place of the gods and goddesses.

And the guidance of ALL written in this blog, the Method Behind the Madness…

Thoughts

This is the 10^th Thought of Thoughts or Thoughts10

 

20/07/2008 13:31

 

I have written a note in my notebook as follow:

 

20/07/2008 13:02

I have gotten hold of a woman’s number on the internet that I thought who can help me discovering my guide.  I have been wondering for 5 years now (since I have started writing), who my guide is?  And then this publisher I went to see asked me who is my guide, who is “dumping” all the information I get on me?  And he made me worry…

But this woman I discovered turned out that she did a course about Angels with Diana Cooper herself.  So I thought, maybe she can help me.  Eventually it turned out that she is going to have a course in Johannesburg at Zenatude (which I know where it is now) on 26/07/2008.

But I send this woman an sms to ask her for help to find my guide.  And she felt it is not possible to do things via sms.  So she phoned me on 12/07/2008 and the things she told me that will be the topics of her course, just gave me goosebums.  That means, a lot of confirmation.  And she told me that she would like me to attend her course at Zenatude and at first I thought, well, I just do not have the money for that.

But on Tuesday morning 15/07/2008, I received an sms from the bank.  And I looked at the cell and discovered it was not anymore on silent, as I always carry my cell on silent.  And in that report from the bank it showed I have received R552 from somewhere and I went to withdraw all the money as soon as possible as I knew this money was to go on that course of this lady I asked about my guide.

The amount I could withdraw was R570 and my dog died on 7/5.

 

But I have been lying on my bed now and asking who is my guide???  And suddenly a picture appeared in my mind of a “Being” and this “Being” showed me his hand, with the palm towards me and the fingers the attraction as it was spread widely open.  So I realized this “Being” was not my guide but only a messenger.  A messenger to show me the hand/finger thing. 

And then I remembered that yesterday, when my parents got such a bargain for a new kettle, toaster, snackwicher and an iron (or is it iron(y)), I saw at the computer department a mouse for R44 and thought I must buy it because of that price.  But I phoned my dad and he talked sense and asked me that if I buy this mouse, will I still have enough money for the course next Saturday?  And I realized my father was right.  But stuck in my head was this “Digi – tech” mouse brand for R44.  But the number on the barcode at the bottom to show if it costs R44, is 905 – or then 9 + 5 = 14.  And the cents involved in the R44 was 95 cents, another 9 + 5 = 14 or then a 14:14.  But 44 the Hebrew Name of God meaning:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.  And the 44 is deducted as the Hebrew Gamatria gives that this name of God in Hebrew, equal 44.  

But then I was forced a while ago this afternoon, to go and look up the word “Digit”.  And on page 508 of the Dictionary, it is said that “digits” are fingers.  And fingers is what I write all this information with…but yesterday, the digits was also related to 44, so my conclusion is now that the one I am getting the telepathy through some kind of pulsation as I must capture the “thought” as I do not know what else to call it, but it is some sort of understanding of things, is all from 44.

And as yesterday (as I already explained) only wanted to focus my attention on the 44 and the link to “digits”, I was feeling very relieved to know that 44 is my guide, the one I have been seeking for a long time now.

And that explains why certain of my information are so Brilliant, that I myself cannot believe how Brilliant it is (and just remember, just because my fingers are involved and my mind is involved to catch the “understandings” that race through my head)!  The numbers, the codes the symbolisms – they come in such a Brilliant form, that I cannot help to have respect for the 0(ne) using even outside times or dates or symbolisms in this world, to show me the truth, the Truth that 44 want to get to this world.

 

And it is odd for me that in today’s top Afrikaans newspaper they have that the guy from “Faith like potatoes”, held a Christian day where 70 000 people pitched.  And in the picture they show how these people are all standing with their hands on their heads….?

But then this same newspaper tell about a man who is some pastor or something and tell people (and this seems like the Kabbalistic principal that if you are ill, to proof how determined you are to get well again, you must show it by drinking bad tasting medicine) to give 1000 dollars and they will be millionairs within two minutes.  According to him, the more you give God, the more God will give back to you.  

That nearly sounds like having a lot of faith – which I also found (but it is just called positivity) in that book “The Secret”.  If I look at all these things in an overview, it hit me that all are to create abundance.  The guy from “Faith like potatoes”, the pastor who said that 1000 dollars is a special number for God and therefore, if you donate that amount (R7 500 – yes, the 7/5 again) God will give you a magical amount back, or then, give you all the abundance you have ever dreamed of.   And then the book “The Secret” telling you how to live your life in accordance to receive abundance and whatever you desire – just by positivity?  Is this positivity another word for “faith”?

The only difference I see is that the 70 000 people who went to the guy from “Faith like potatoes” gathering and the guy who asks you to give him 1000 dollar then you will get very rich, is that in “The Secret” all the manifesting is done by yourself .  The other two examples, believe that God will give you that abundance.

                                                                                                                                         20/07/2008 13:21

What is it with this world?  I wonder if I will ever get used to what humankind’s beliefs are!

This is the End of the Thoughts10.  Where the whole of the 10 give what computers are based on – the 1 and 0.  And today is the 20^th, so it is exactly 3 months since Wesak Fullmoon on 20/04/2008.

                                                                                                                             20/07/2008 14:14