How ALL will Become ALLONE!

This is the Second Letter of Lore178.

31/05/2008 20:18 (cell’s time) 8:16PM (computer’s time) 20:16 (PUMA’S time) where from the hour of the 2nd time we have 8PM which is also 20 hours. So from the 2nd and 3rd times, we have 20 + 20 = 40 and 16 + 16 = 32. But from 40 we also have that it is 4. So if we add 40 + 32 + 4 = 76 where 7 + 6 = 13. But from the First Time we have the 38 (as 20 + 18 = 38) and the 38 is linked to the “CH” words. Like my dog “Charlie” and like the earthquake in “CH”ina and the “CH”inese people that went through the cyclone in Burma or Myanmar. And then last but not least, since the Wesak Full Moon, the volcano in “CH”ile. But 3 + 8 = 11 and this gives us together with the 13 of the 2nd and 3rd times, an 11/13 combination which is for me linked to: Every cloud has got a silver/golden lining.

Dear Lore

Remember how I was babbling about that something went on and was fulfilled since the Wesak Full Moon on 20/04/2008 till the next full moon on 20/5/2008? Well, the planet are now for sure in the 5th dimension. That does not mean that all the people are on whatever levels would be expected for the planet to be in the 5th dimension. Some people have not even realized anything – others realize that the economies right across the world is not well, but they do not see that we are now on top of the mountain and ready to descend – fall down with a bang. And it seems it will be the economy first to plunge down. But last night I started to understand something else as well. And I now know that the people who realize that Einstein and Newton’s work clash – nobody will listen to them, as it is meant. For what I found last night, nobody will ever listen to the guys who will be trying to tell about Einstein and Newton and the clash. But here follow the note:

30/05/2008 22:00

I understand now. Everything will reach consciousness level – the ALL will reach that level of having a conscious state. Then the ALL, each in their own divine “minds”, will reach my state of that place I reached in hospital after my shooting and after the emergency operation that I call my Phd. That will bring the ALL to a nothing and ALL will be 0(ne) or ALLONE. The planet are now in the 5th dimension (it has been fulfilled and I found the proof of that in many letters since Wesak Full Moon). Not necessarily the people, but the planet is definitely in the 5th dimension now. When the ALL reach consciousness, it will be like some spiritual people thought it might happen – ALL will fall asleep and wake up as not any entity of its own anymore, but in the Absolute Peace. And as ALL will have consciousness, the same thing will BEFALL ALL. So with the ALL in the Phd and no more entities of their own anymore, nothing will be left anymore as ALL received consciousness and went to the Phd place in consciousness where they loose their status of being something. Therefore, as the whole of the Universe is part of the ALL – the whole of Creation – ALL that will be left is the Phd, with no 0(ne) anymore, with nothing anymore than the NO-thingness, the New Jerusalem, the Absolute Peace.

I also understand why I got so many “traps” with my blog this week. Couldn’t work on my wordpress blog, as every time I tried to get into the blog or do something inside the blog, it ended in the internet telling me “Gateway Timeout”. It was to tell about the 5th dimension of the planet as well as the answer to how everything (the ALL) will become 0(ne) or get to my Phd – through Gateway11 – level 47, the golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem. And with the same thing that BEFALL ALL, only my Phd or Peace, harmony and Darkness will be all that is left – with some sort of consciousness of a kind. But not like any separate entities.
30/05/2008 22:07
(And from 22:07, we have PI, but also 47 as 2 + 2 = 4).

And it was this day a few hundred years back in history that Joan of Arc was burnt at the stakes, just to be declared a saint and that her burning was a mistake, 24years later. And my mom and myself had a terrible day until I now understood how we all will end up in what I call my Phd. And it is actually so stupid – as if everything reaches consciousness, if the ALL in the Creation reach consciousness, then it is possible for the ALL to go to that place I call my Phd and then the ALL will be one, or ALLONE. And all the numbers (times) and dates fit to fulfill this Truth.

I understand at the moment how it is possible for ALL to reach consciousness, but that is for another letter. It seems there must come some other information first as well, before I can spill the beans.

But that we will be descending now from the top of the mountain we have reached on this planet – especially now that the planet and all of her siblings are on the 5th dimension – we will go straight down. And it seems the first thing to go down, is the economy, or it will be part of all the other things that will reach descending as well. We may well find ourselves in a position where (because we created a world of need in order for everybody to have a job to deliver a service) where ALL will just be in a state of need – and no one to deliver the service anymore – as nobody is interested anyway anymore of how they deliver a/the service that is their job. It is just a job. And loosing interest in the “service part”, is pretty worrying as this blue planet will end up in only a planet of need, as nobody is interested in the way or manor they conduct a service. But people are acting this way (not interested in how they deliver a service), because they know something is not right (all the things I told you about certain jobs where we are actually living a negative lifestyle on this planet), but the realization of what about all is troubling them, just is not there. As people do not think anymore. They do not ask questions anymore. They merely accept what their church is telling them and when they walk out of the church, it is anyway forgotten.

Anyway, this for me was a great breakthrough last night. Realizing how it is all going to work for the ALL to get to ALLONE. How long it is going to take, I do not know? But with the planet in the 5th dimension already, who knows?

And I had this dream last night about being at a working place, I cannot even remember what I was doing. But then the boss came and fetch me and we went to some kind of airport where some kind of aircraft/ more a spaceship was awaiting us. And a long time ago there were this couple on TV called “Hart to Hart” and they had a detective agency they managed. And the Mr Hart of that series was awaiting me and the old man that I went with to the airport. And we got inside this spaceship and Mr Hart was very pleased as everything went according to plan and he and the old man had a drink and a cigar and Mr Hart was dressed in that little gown’s they wear with clothes when they are just at home – the rich people. And Mr Hart’s gown was red. But there was another woman on this spaceship as well and she took me inside as we were leaving. But as we were leaving a hologram stayed behind of Mr Hart and the old man and it was dissolving as we were leaving. So Mr Hart and the old man was still on the ship, just the hologram of them down on the planet that stayed behind, was dissolving. But it seems in this dream that everything went according to plan and that Mr Hart is very pleased with the outcome.

And the whole night was very uncomfortable until I woke with this dream and got up this morning. But I am feeling better today than what I felt like yesterday. Although I am feeling a whole lot better because I understand now. And with my previous letters you should understand why there is no “heaven/hell” as they are part of a state of mind of a world of opposites.

Anyway, I do not want to repeat all my previous letters in this letter…

REGARDS
Renee
31/05/2008 21:13 (cell’s time) 9:12PM (computer’s time) 21:11 (PUMA’S time) where the 1st and 3rd time gives us in the minutes a 13/11, the number combination of: every cloud has got a silver/gold lining. But from the centre of it all, we have 9/12, which is linked to the Global White Lion Protection Trust and therefore this letter is again, straight from Avalon to The White Lion and this linked to every cloud has a silver/gold lining.
Ns. And I have now been waiting longer than 24 hours for “blue world” to verify my stuff to let me become a member of “blue world”. Maybe I just do not belong to this world, as I am not welcome here? How long does it take to be welcomed at “blue world.co.za”?

Can we OutSmart by bringing into Balance: Delivering a Service?

This is Lore178.

This is the First Letter of Lore178.

28/05/2008 17:39 (cell’s time) 5:38PM (computer’s time) 17:38 (PUMA’S time) and from the hour of the First Time we have the 17 of Lore178. But from the last number of the last time in this beginning of this First Letter of Lore178, we have the 8 from 38 (where 38 is linked to all the “CH”’s that occurred during the death process of my DOG, Charlie) and then left with 30, or the 3 in 38. But from the minutes of the First Time we have 3 + 9 = 12. And if we add the 5 (hour of Second Time) to this 12, it equal 17. And 17 added to the 30 that is left of 38 (as the minutes of the 2nd and 3rd time are 38) equal 47. And 47 the PI or 22 (4) and 7 of the Golden Paved Middle Way to the Gateway11 (as 3 + 8 = 11).

Dear Lore

I have some notes that came to mind. The first note as follow:

27/05/2008 15:18 or 6/9, the upside down of one another.

Always and never are never always
Never and always are always never

So which ever way you look at it, it’s never always whether you put always on the insides or whether you put always on the outsides.
27/05/2008 15:22
Ns. Which ever way you put the above, both instances gives that always is never possible.
But it seems like never can have the same qualities as always, just in a different way, like:

I will always live. Which mean, I’ll never die.

In both instances always and never have the quality of “without end”, and we already brought “always” to the point Zero (0) where it was said that always has the “without end” of quality that it can never be. So it has got zero value. But in the second “without end” that got illustrated, it was shown that “never”, the opposite of “always”, also has no (zero) meaning at all. So both “always” as well as “never” come down to having the value of “zero” or (0) or then the balance point of {0;0} where this {0;0} are where every 0 is portraying one of the opposites of the opposites “never” and “always”.

Second Note:

28/05/2008 10:31AM

Sometimes we ask/wonder why did this disaster happen? Whatever the disaster may or might have been. But the answer is: for a need to be created. As I have said this before but this is just to add to that information that came up now. As we live in a world where jobs are based (our society consensus) on “to deliver a service” and therefore to take care of needs, we are living in a world that is giving us what we want to go on, needs by creating disasters or whatever it takes to create needs to be fulfilled by delivering a service. Therefore disasters (in whatever form they take on) happen – one thing that create a need in this world to fulfill what we have created to base our coreline on. And to help out with this we have perceptions (that are only misleading) and we are trapped in the state of mind of the world of opposites.
28/05/2008 10:36AM
Ns. So the whole world will end up in a crisis – so that a service will be needed to be delivered to the whole world. Can we outsmart this?

Well, and so much for the two (2) notes for the First (1) Letter (or 21) of Lore178 and
1 + 7 = 8 and 8 + 8 = 16. But 21 + 16 = 37 or then: CY.

Anyway

REGARDS
Renee
28/05/2008 18:17 (cell’s time) 6:15PM (computer’s time) 18:15 (PUMA’S time) and from the First Time we have a 9 (1 + 8) and 8 (1 + 7) or 9.8 that was registered as magnitude of the “CH”ina earthquake. From the Second Time we have a 6 and 6 (1 + 5) and 6 + 6 = 12 – the number combination of fulfillment for me. From the Puma Time we have the 9/6, which are each other’s upside down. But this END is the same as the BEGINNING of the First Note.

Alone at Top Level.

Send Letter of Lore177.

27/05/2008 12:57 (computer’s time) that give a 12/12. Something was really fulfilled, I just do not know what yet. All I know is that my dog is gone. And if you look at todays date, we have a 2 + 7 = 9 and added to the month gives 9 + 5 = 14 – and the sms I received yesterday was a 12 14 14, but today in the beginning of this “Send Letter” connected to Lore177, I get the 14 and 12 12. But Joan of Arc linked for me to the 14 and 12, but today we have a 12 extra and yesterday we had a 14 (linked to the DOG in DOGOD) left over. It just give another 12/14 combination linked to Joan of Arc.

Dear Lore

What it is about Joan of Arc, I do not know. But it seems that “The Goff” and “Joan of Arc” is one of the key figures in understanding the letter attached to this letter to you, namely Lore177.

I had a very odd dream last night. I dreamt I was on the top floor of some building with my (motor) vehicle. And all the people that was before this incident with me in the dream was gone – I was the only one left there except for some cat. So what this dream are telling me, is that I am alone on some “top floor” with only some kind of cat with me. And in a way I was working there by just being there. But “working” is not actually the word to explain what I was doing there, I cannot find words for what I was doing there. But except for this cat, we were alone and at some stage I even left the cat behind to go and do what I had to do. Seems one can get higher than the highest! In dreams anyway.

Anyway (again)

REGARDS
Renee
27/05/2008 1:07PM (computer’s time) and 1PM is also 13 hours and 13 + 7 = 20 or then 2 where 2 consist of 1 + 1 or 11 and then we have my 111, which is related to the meaning “reveal/revelation/insight”.

Time Send that shows on my email address: 5/27/2008 1:09PM

And this send time is 1 + 9 = 10 and Lore177 consists of 10 Letters.

To Tip the Scales into Balance.

This is the Tenth Letter of Lore177.

26/05/2008 14:34 (cell’s time) 2:32PM (computer’s time) 14:33 (PUMA’s time) and if you add all the hours and the minutes of all three times, you will see it adds up to 129. And not only does this give us a 1 and 2 + 9 = 11 or 111, which give me the number combination of “reveal/revelation/insight”, but 12/9, is the day and month of a friend from the White Lion office. So this letter coming again straight from Avalon to the White Lion.

Dear Lore

I received an email today of a woman that is a psychic. I received her email at 10:32 and as I went downstairs to fetch some coffee, I noticed some papers lying on the floor and I looked closer. It was some pamphlet about “Tipping the Scale”. And when I came back to the computer and went down again to go and make coffee, this pamphlet was lying there again, on the floor – waiting for me to pick it up again. And then I got an sms from my friend that said the following:

It was a “Please call me” with the words following it as follows:

SMS 9 letters to
32082. You could
win R1mil.
Vodacom
customers get 2
free gameshow
SMSs.

26/05/2008
12:14:14

And by now you are probably up to date that the combination of a 14 and 12, is linked to Joan of Arc, but also is the 14 linked to my dog or a dog.

But I have an end note for Lore177, that is why there is 10 letters in Lore177. As I asked in the previous 9 letters about what am I missing here – as I could feel something was missing that I am not realizing, but that gap was filled and must now fill 10th letter of Lore177. The note is as follow:

26/05/2008 11:27 or 11/9

And on the day of 26, the inverse of 62, I realized the one message that was inside all the posts on the blog and in all the previous letters to you since Wesak Full moon till the next full moon on 20/05/2008.

I have written “The Goth” instead of “The Goff” as one of the posts on my blogs. But I told my friend this morning that I received 2 emails (for one message) that are saying that some guy named “Daniel”, wrote a comment on one of my blog posts saying that he read an article on the same subject, but compared to what I wrote, he agrees with me more, because my article (post), makes more sense. And then my friend asked me (as we all know the story of Daniel in the Bible) how did I spell “Goff”? And I said to him: “Goth”. And he told me it should actually be “Goff”. And if you take the G and F and F, you get 19 (their values in the Alphabet added). But from the “o”, we get that it is the 15th letter of the Alphabet and 1 + 5 = 6. So the “Goff”, gives the number combination of 19/6 – the day I got shot.

And where did I go to after that emergency operation? The Phd – remember? And it is incredible to realize but on the day 26th, I realize or get informed where I have been and that all these stuff I am writing, is my “blue print” I brought with me – the blueprint that will clarify and make the scale that tip, Libra again by way of exposing the misleading perceptions and they are within the even more confusing state of mind of the world of opposites. And this is what my writing is all about – to balance the “scales”.

I am just grateful that the information came to me for me to realize and to come to terms with it inside my mind.
26/05/2008 11:38AM or 11/11
(And 38 linked to all the words and names starting with “CH”, like my dog “CH”arlie and him being a “CH”ihuahua and all those disastrous spectacles that went along with his death).

Anyway, just wanted to End Lore177 in a clarifying way for myself.

REGARDS
Renee
26/05/2008 15:05 (cell’s time) 3:03PM (computer’s time)15:03 (PUMA’S time) where from the minutes of the 1st and Last times, we have the 35/53 number combination, which are also in a way related to Joan of Arc. But then we have some confirmation in the middle, namely 3:03. But in all of the times there are all together 5 3’s (again the 53) and 1 five or 15. And as I said in this letter, 15 is the letter “o” in the Alphabet but “o” is the symbol for 0 or NO-thing.

The Bible – verse(u)s that cause confusion (catch22 situations)?

This is the Ninth Letter of Lore177.

25/05/2008 17:19 (cell’s time) 5:18PM (computer’s time) 17:18 (PUMA’S time) and from the Second Time we get that the hours are 5PM, which is also 17 hours. If we add all the hours of all three times, we get 51 – the number combination of Divine Order. But if we add all the minutes of all three times, we get 55. And 51 + 55 = 106, which give the 16/61 combination – you and Linda, Lore.

Dear Lore

Just some short notes and then a quote from a comment I made regarding someone’s blog. But this quote was made first and is as follow:

23/05/2008 3:34PM

Dear Heaven

I hope you never get betrayed by someone in this lifetime where you feel you have been treated unjust. Most people will say, I will not judge those who did unjust things to me, but the wheel turn and God will do the judgment. Ever heard this story? Now, on who’s side is God? And will the wheel turn for the sake of justice? That asks the question about justice – is there anything like that at all in this world – is it necessary at all? If you say yes, you are betraying what you wrote in “What God asks of Us”. As in “What God asks of Us”, we are all equal – doesn’t matter what we do to one another – no judgment will take place as their is no such thing as judgment, only everybody being equal to one another.

ava414

According to this letter (quote), it was channeled from God. But what God channeled to this person was that everybody are equal with God – doesn’t matter what! But the Bible also say this in Ecc9:2. But the Bible also tell us, in this same New Testament, that we are all sinners who are going to be judged one day – doesn’t matter if Christ died for our sins or not, we will be judged. So two opposites are coming from the Bible and I think that is why I asked, very confused, to this lady that is writing and calling herself “Heaven”, the question I asked her as a comment to a post she wrote on a blog called “Spirit Library”.

But regarding the notes: First Note

24/05/2008 20:22

I dreamt last night I was working in some way with Elephants. And the key note (of Ted Andrews’ Animal Speak), is that Elephant is linked with Ancient Power, Strength and Royalty. (In Animal Speak on page 267).

So it seems my dream are trying to tell me I am working with “Ancient Power, Strength and Royalty”.
24/05/2008 20:27
(In the time the hour are 8PM and the minutes are 2 + 7 = 9, which give 89, the inverse of the 9.8 magnitude the Earthquake in “CH”ina registered.)

Second Note

25/05/2008 16:11

If we look at the word “Bible”, we get the following:

B = 2nd letter
I = 9th letter
B = 2nd letter
L = 12th letter
E = 5th letter

From the 1st and 3rd letters, we have 2 and 2 or 2 + 2 = 22. From the 2nd letter we get 22 + 9 = 22 as anything added to 9 gives eventually anything again. So from first 3 letters, we have a 22.

But the last 2 letters added, gives 12 + 5 = 17.

This gives us the 17 (related to the word “catch”) and 22 or then, catch22 situation. So the Bible linked to catch22 situations (and usually a catch22 situation is confusing us.)
25/05/2008 16:15
(And Beginning and End minutes added to End minutes gives 11 + 15 = 26 – the inverse of 62. This goes to show that the catch22 situation has got to do with the 62, the state of mind of the world of opposites combined with perceptions being misleading).

I guess the way I received the information is now clear. At first I had no clue where all this was leading. Until I just now wrote this down on the computer – especially with that comment I wrote to that lady in Cape Town about God that “love” everybody the same. So if we are loved, how can there be judgment as if everybody are equal, then if one gets judged, then all the rest the same as this one, must get judged too. It is just a pity that these people who write on “Spirit Library” do not read their comments! But I find it interesting that none of them realize that love and hate are both perceptions that are part of the state of mind of the world of opposites? And they are adding this mis(understandings)leading perceptions of opposites to fit a God they want.

Anyway

REGARDS
Renee
25/05/2008 17:48 (cell’s time) 5:46PM (computer’s time)17:47 (PUMA’S time) where the last minutes of ALL times is 47 – the 22/7 or PI, the Golden Path Way that leads to the New Jerusalem.

Sometimes we are in The Truth, but don’t even Realize it.

The Eight Letter of Lore177.

23/05/2008 08:04AM (cell’s time) 8:02AM (computer’s time) 8:03AM (PUMA’s time) where from the First Time we have the 84/48 combination that is linked to Linda (of the White Lions) and her meridian 31 08. But 8 + 4 = 12 and 4 + 8 = 12 and seeing it is times, we have 12 times 12 equal 144 – the ALL. From the Second Time we have an 82/28 combination which is linked to the year we are in, namely 2008. From the last time we have 83/38 combination where the 38 is linked to the “CH” of the beginning of certain words that is going to play a part in this letter that will follow. But together it also adds up to 11.

Dear Lore

I just want to quote a note I made last night – and amazingly, the number combination coming from the times this morning, fit in perfectly with the number combinations that was discovered last night as this following note revealed.

First Note

22/05/2008 18:29 or 9/11

I don’t know why I have to write the following down:

1 + 1 = 2 + 2 = 4
But 1 + 1 = 11 and 2 + 2 = 22
And 11 + 22 = 33
So 4 = 33.
But 4 subtracting 4 equal 0 and 33 subtracting 4 equal 29 or where 2 = 1 + 1 or 11, and we then have 11/9 that is linked to 0 or NO-thing. But not only is 11/9 related to NO-thing, but as 11 + 9 = 20 or 1 + 1 = 2 (0) = 11, we have that 11 is also related on its own to NO-thing.

From 11:44 (which is one of the combinations I receive most), I get:

1 + 1 = 2 and 4 + 4 = 8
And 2 + 8 = 28 which is related to the year 2008, which we are in now.
But 11 + 44 = 55
And 28 + 55 = 83 – the inverse of 38.

And the words starting with “CH” or then 38, where 8 The Weaver of Fate (and this letter the 8th letter of Lore177) that all came up since the last full moon on 20/4/2008 (or then the Wesak Full moon) till the next full moon, namely 20/05/2008 2:11AM. And they are as follow:

To change the main blogsite to the soul that is in chaos, the “ch” of chaos also equal 38. So does the volcano in Chile. So does the Cyclone in Burma (Myanmar – which consist of CH(inese) people). So does the earthquake of 7.9 magnitude in CH(ina) equal also the CH or 38. And 11:44 has come up front for a long time – nearly the last 3 years. And 11:44 gives the 83 – the inverse of 38.

But the H also relate to CH(arlie), my dog. And fulfillment was reached since 20/04/2008 (Wesak Full Moon) till 20/05/2008 (when my friend saw a rainbow around the moon that night of full moon in May (5th month), but I got confirmation about this today when I landed on an article on news24 of someone sending in a photograph of the moon that night (20/05/2008), with a “halo” around it. So there really was some fulfillment of some sort in this lunar month, of some sort. But 3 + 8 = 11, which in the first part of this 8th Letter of Lore177 gives us that 11 is related to NO-thing. But the time this Wesak full moon ended was when the new one started, on 20/05/2008 2:11AM and 2/11 gives 11/11, where 11 is related to the NO-thing.
22/05/2008 18:37
(and 37 is linked to CY) – but I guess I will have to wait for that “CY”!)

But in the view that 38 also appeared on the blog with the soul that is in chaos and with chaos having the meaning it does (some sort of void – that go back to primordial matter times), it seems the answer must be there. But I am that soul as without adding it to the blog, my picture appeared on the header, so if the answer still lie within me or whether the answer are out already and captured in my writings on the blog, I do not know!

And very odd, I had a dream last night of feeding a Zebra. Now I know for the Africans, the totem animal for the Sagittarius is the Zebra. But I guess there is another meaning to this Zebra dream that I must just still find the meaning for.

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
23/05/2008 08:26AM (cell’s time) 8:24AM (computer’s time) 8:25AM (PUMA’s time) and from the Beginning time of this End time, we have the minutes 26 – the inverse of 62, the number combination I relate to Einstein (science) and what it is causing/creating (in this number combination, global warming). But if we add the minutes of the 2nd and 3rd times (or a 23), we get 49. And 8 + 8 (the hours) = 16. And 49 + 16 = 65, the ultimate amount of dimensions there are in which I can apparently move around in.

…my CROSS

Our Saying Goodbye

This is the Seventh Letter of Lore177.

19/05/2008 20:26 (cell’s time) 8:24PM (computer’s time) 20:25 (PUMA’S time) where we have from the Beginning minutes a 26, the inverse of 62 (which I link to the embodiment of a society based on a “negative” flow – where “negative” carries the perceptions that are misleading as well as entwined within them, the state of mind of the world of opposites). And if you add the 2nd and 3rd times, you get 8 + 24 + 20 + 25 = 77. And 7 + 7 = 14, my DOG.

Dear Lore

I thought about the letter posted to my blogs named: “Every aspect of Life mentioned in this letter must reach Balance for the Reverse to take place – blogged on 17/05/2008” and what came up was the following: I don’t know if there is a job on this planet at the moment that does not require some sort of “Service Delivered”. And that automatically imply that we sit with a world in NEED which is responsible for the misleading perception that the world is a place that can only be in need – whatever kind of need. And because the world is only by implication a place in need, the state of mind of a world of opposites keeps the world in a perception of a world in need.

Oh, but this realization that came to mind now – before I start my notes. It seems to be important to link it with the notes.

First Note

19/05/2008 17:59 and 5 + 9 = 14 (DOG)

I have been shown today how my act with my DOG has been viewed on higher levels – or then, the Divine Spark of the situation. Our rabbi used to tell us that every situation has got a Divine Spark, and the following is the Divine Spark in this dedicated work to Charlie.

I loved that DOG of mine so much (Charlie) that I told GOD I would die for my DOG. But then the test came – and it had nothing to do with me dying physically. I was given insight several days before he died as to how it will feel when my DOG is not there anymore. (Believe me, it was a nightmare).

And then the worst came (for me), but on other levels it was viewed as follow: I LOVED my DOG but even though he was suffering, GOD did not take him. I had to face my own CROSS (as we all get our cross in our lives at some stage) and because my DOG was suffering so much – and although I had a taste of how it will be without my DOG (even more than a nightmare) when he is gone, I had to make the choice if I love him so much that I will take him out of his misery and pain and suffering, and have him put down calmly and let him go to rest. But I had to stay behind to face this terrible, horrible pain that he is not here anymore – and it was my choice to spare him from suffering. So instead of him suffering, I took the worst kind of pain on myself to help him – that is how strong my love for such a small, brave little DOG who devoted his life to me is.

And every night I still cry – during the days too – because I just miss him so terribly. So this was my CROSS in my life. When I was showed the Divine Spark in this situation with my DOG’s crossing over, it seems on a higher level it is seen as an act of nobleness. But noble or not noble – I miss my DOG tremendously! And the pain seems to get worse by the day.
19/05/2008 18:09 or 9/9
(And 9 the number where it all comes together)
NS. It seems we all get our CROSS event in our lives. People may not understand how can I say I hurt so much about a DOG, but he was more loyal and devoted to me than any human could ever have been. I doubt if some human’s can even love their children the way I loved my DOG – and I do not care to admit it.

Second Note

19/05/2008 18:44

It seems something has been fulfilled as when the great flood of Noah took place and was fulfilled, there was a rainbow – to proof the fulfillment. But I just got the following sms message:

The full moon has
a rainbow around
it from where i’m
standing!

19/05/2008
18:40:51
19/05/2008 18:48
Ns. But from the time of sms we have a 9 (1 + 8)/4/6 (the upside down of 9) which give us 949 or added, 22. And headings in the newspapers and an inset on CNN was all about 22 people getting killed because of foreigners in Johannesburg South Africa. But the time of the full moon on 20/05/2008 (tonight), is 2:11AM. And 2 = 1 + 1 = 11, which give the time 11/11.
Even received an sms from this friend with a picture of this full moon that was taken from his cell (phone).
19/05/2008 18:53
(And 53 linked to Joan of Arc).
Ns. So since Wesak Full moon till this one (which I received via sms that there is a rainbow around it), something has been fulfilled.

Well, and so much for this 7th Letter of Lore177.

REGARDS
Renee
19/05/2008 20:53 (cell’s time) 8:51PM (computer’s time) 20:52 (PUMA’S time) and from the First Time we have the 53 again where the cell’s time is linked to Joan of Arc. But from the 2nd and 3rd times, we have an 8PM which is also 20 hours, which make of the hours a 40. From the minutes we have a 6 and 7 and 6 + 7 = 13 or 4 and 40 + 4 = 44.
So we have a cell linked to Joan of Arc and this all linked to 44. But inside these letters there are something fulfilled!

The Result for Balance…

This is the Sixth Letter of Lore177.

19/05/2008 14:43 (cell’s time) 2:41PM (computer’s time) 14:42 (PUMA’s time) where from the First and Second Times we have in the minutes a 7 and 5, or the combination related to the day my dog died, namely 7/5. And from the 2nd and 3rd times we have from the last time’s minutes a 6 and from the other one a 5, which gives a 65, the ultimate amount of dimensions there are.

Dear Lore

I have two notes and want to start off immediately.

First Note

19/05/2008 12:05PM or 35/53 inverse from the time

I chose a new “theme” for my blog last night – the “chaoticsoul”, or then the soul that is in chaos.

But I got the message to take another theme last night – this theme for my 1 blog is called “contempt”. But that had a bad feeling for me although the “contempt” theme looked very neat. I like neatness in my blogs – actually all around me. I also changed the “Custom Header” to an aircraft with a car/vehicle painted on it. This mean a vehicle that is just flying. And anything that carries anything, can be some sort of vehicle. But this one is flying around in what I call the higher realms as birds and aircraft are all flying around in the air (and what is the air element all about?)

But this morning, my head wanted me to change the “theme” of that specific blog again. And eventually I took the “theme” that speaks of a soul that is in chaos.

And I just looked up the word “chaos” in the dictionary now and it has the following meaning:

“A gaping void…The “formless void” of primordial matter”.”

This was on page 291 the 14th word from the top the last column. And 2 + 9 + 1 = 12, which gives the 14/12 combination (related to Joan of Arc) again.

And then, as I put this new “theme” on, the aircraft that was loaded, disappeared and a picture of the ocean and myself jumped onto the screen all by itself. So it seems I am now that soul in chaos AND I am replacing a vehicle from the Higher Realms. But the inside of this “theme” cannot be more neat and beautiful. Neat Supreme!
19/05/2008 12:17PM

Second Note

19/05/2008 12:30PM

I was asking my head the question but how are we going to get to the Gate11 that leads to The New Jerusalem, practically? How is it practically going to work? And I realized the answer as I have always believed that if our science get reversed, we’ll be able to ascend (and in that way probably go through this Gate11). But I was shown that I am busy with a process to let go of what I love in this life the most. The thing I love most is my dog. But I had to let go – and not my dog – I had to make that awful decision to let HIM be put down.

So humankind will have to let go of perceptions in this life – the state of mind of the world of opposites hidden in this as well.

But how will humankind let go of the planet if they belief according to science that their bodies are stuck onto this planet by way of gravity? They cannot let go if the global consensus is that they are so to speak, glued to the planet because of science’s gravity!

So I was right when I thought that if science can be exposed as being based on perceptions and the role that the state of mind of opposites play included, if these two can be exposed (as they cause the greatest misleadings), then according to my mathematical theory, things will balance/be reversed and we may be able to ascend to what I believe is called the Gate11 – to The New Jerusalem.
19/05/2008 12:38PM
And from Charlie (my dog) and Chihuahua and China and Burma (who is also Chinese) and Chile (the place of the volcano), we have all the CH words with all linked to one thing – the happenings from the Wesak full moon until the full moon after the Wesak full moon. And from C = 3rd letter and H = 8th letter which gives a 38, the same combination as the end of this note, namely 38.

I sometimes wonder if we will ever be able to expose all the perceptions that are misleading and not even speaking of the state of mind of the world of opposites – and these two misleaders are so entwined!

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
19/05/2008 15:22 (cell’s time) 3:20PM (computer’s time) 15:21 (PUMA’S time) and from the First time we have (if we add the hour and minutes) a 37, the CY. But from the 2nd time we have a 32, the inverse of 23 (my dog’s day of his birthday) and from the 3rd time we have a 3:3 which is a confirmation of some sort. But if you add the minutes of the 1st and 3rd times, we get 22 + 21 = 43, which was the minutes of the Beginning minutes of this letter. So we end where we started. Confirmation of that!

To get Past Levels that have perception Influence.

This is my favourite spot – Kleinmond (translated – small mouth). Always the ocean as the symbolism of ocean is sumtotal of ALL knowledge.

This is the Fifth Letter of Lore177.

18/05/2008 13:16 (cell’s time) 1:14PM (computer’s time) 13:15 (PUMA’s time) where we have from all three times the minutes 16 (7), 14 (5) and 15 (6). This give us a 7/5 (the combination number of the date my dog died as well as the combination of the date that I saw you for the first time, Lore) and 6, where 6 is the upside down of 9, the number where it all come together. But from the hours we have 13/1/13 or as 1 + 3 = 4, so we have 414. But this is the 5th Letter and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions and then it end on 414 – which make this letter straight from 414 (Avalon) to The White Lion.

Dear Lore

I have a note that is linked to a previous letter I wrote and on the blogs it is called: Being Mindful(filled), which was posted on 3/5/2008 where the day and month gives us the 35 combination or 53, the one where the boss gets 53 times more than those beneath him. But here follow the note:

18/05/2008 11:47 or 11/11 and 47 the level you must be on to enter Gateway11 to The New Jerusalem.

This is what I see when I close my eyes – this is what is inside my mind.

Everything outside your mind is a perception and as I wrote previously (in Being Mindful(filled)) – a perception is deceiving (misleading).

I have found myself breaking down nearly because of the perception of life that my dog is dead and that I will never ever have the opportunity to hold him ever again. But although there are memories (of how I saw him the last time before he was taken away to be put down) inside my mind, these memories are infiltrations of perceptions. (In this case of life – and of course death). That is why it hurt me so much.

If you reach that level where perceptions of life or whatever, cannot harm you anymore – your thoughts (which of nature are true) will tell you that what you are experiencing is a perception, which is related/natured to be misleading. But when you don’t realize your perception – then your mind/thoughts are not in a position, a “passed level” for perceptions which are deceiving and misleading.

And I am wondering to myself, but how do we clear a mind (the inside which is the truth) of infiltrations that cause this kind of pain for instance? But it seems it is the level you allow your mind to function on. As when I am thinking philosophically and (this is what my head calls logic) working on the computer and writing things like what I am writing now – when these type of thoughts hit me, then the infiltrations of for instance life perceptions, have got no hold on me. And I like to be creative (which also stimulates the mind to go to higher levels) on the computer as well.

So it seems if you want your mind to stay true and not infiltrated with this misleading perceptions (as perceptions cannot be anything else than deceiving) of life, you have to move to higher levels with your mind. And the levels (which I believe the ultimate is the 65th level) help us focus to see things in its True Divine Spark and will not allow infiltrations of perceptions which are more than toxins, into our minds to suffer from.

But how do you balance these deceiving perceptions? My personal opinion is that if the science community realizes that their perceptions about life (as life only consist of perceptions) and of how science should be done to be scientific, get to situations where their little castle’s of “truth” are under attack of what they believe. Where they are in scrutiny if their theories starts to question their own little beliefs.

I already have a few documentaries on video where science face their inability to solve questions that appear to go against their current understandings and theories. Or in other words:

To come across situations that challenge the science of the days’ abilities.

And if science’s theories are challenged, we will get to the balance point, the point {0;0}, where the theory and its paradox, comes together in one point.

But it seems the world used “perceptions”, which are misleading, to “know” also what God The Creator want us to do, to know how we must please our God The Creator. But by being based on perceptions – how much truth lies in what we think God The Creator wants us to believe?
18/05/2008 11:58AM

And from this end time we have that the minutes gives a 58 or 5 + 8 = 13, which give from the number combination of the whole End Time, an 11/13, the number combination for me that means: “Every cloud has got a silver lining”.

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
18/05/2008 13:45 (cell’s time) 1:43PM (computer’s time) 13:44 (PUMA’s time) where the third and End time is 13:44 or as 1 + 3 = 4, a 444. But also do we get that 13 hours equal 1PM, which gives us a 144 (the ALL). But from the Second Time, we have the hour 1 and the minutes 43, which if added, give 44 too. And if we add the First Time’s hour to its minutes, you get 58, the same as the End minutes of the time of the note this letter consist of.

Every Aspect of life mentioned in this letter must reach Balance for the Reverse to take place.

THIS LETTER IS AN OVERALL PICTURE OF LIFE NOW – WHETHER WE REALIZE OR NOT – TOTALLY BUILT ON A NEGATIVE UNDERTONE.

15/04/2008 2:05PM

Dear Dr

I actually received one comment on my blogs of someone who told me to go and see a good psychiatrist. Well, then let me write this to you. As I do not know what our society is actually build on?

In my blogs I have explained about the most basic principle of Quantum Physics. “The observer can influence the observed”.

And let me tell you doc, that is such a fundamental principle underlying at this stage our society. If we apply it in society, what is that I am referring to? Well, if we look at the book “The Secret”, who claim we can manifest (and because of that basic principle in Quantum Physics which comes from the theories of Einstein) and therefore, the following are just as much a reality than Quantum Physics itself.

At this stage we are close to the amount of 6.5 billion people on the planet. And I guess for a reason. But we are (on other levels that our conscious mind are not aware of) manifesting big time – and many will say I am over reacting. But it is a rational. People that drive these tow in vehicles, they sit everywhere waiting for an accident to happen in order to put food on the table for their kids. The doctor have got to have ill people on this planet in order for the doctors to give their families food. The debt collectors have got to have people that are in debt (and lots of people as well – other wise this job will fall apart) in order to put food on their tables and to pay their debt.

But my question is – all the professions I have mentioned (and it goes on like this in other professions as well), something does not seem right. Is it fair to make money to put food on your table by the fact that an accident happened and you got the tow in job? Is it fair to have more and more ill people on the planet in order for doctors to make a living? Why is so many struggling with debt – and how do you eat your food at night thinking but I have manifested for someone not to pay his debt and therefore how do I know what that person is going through just because I am a debt collector.

Doc, it just does not sound rational to me. Am I missing the picture here? Why does it have to be a “negative” thing that have to be manifested in order for everybody to put food on their tables? What have society become? To work just for instance, on the above three principles in order to survive themselves. But even doctors land in accidents – putting food on the guy who towed in the wrecked vehicle’s table. Even doctors get into debt. But the debt collector gets ill himself and can also have an accident. So this whole cycle that humankind are living on, is one that is based on a not so positive principle. And they all fit into one another.

And I have been wondering, if Einstein and Newton go down the drain – as I described in my blog, would we still have the above mentioned mentalities to manifest our food on our table and to take care of our kids. As what will happen if Quantum Physics are revealed to the world in its true colors? And in that process loose its potential for mankind to be able to manifest?

As what I explained above, are the true effects of Quantum Physics. But in my blogs I have shown the downfall of both the Physics of Newton and Einstein, and I have also shown the downfall on the one thing that binds them – mathematics. No wonder someone think I need a good psychiatrist. But doctor, are you able to answer me on the above? As for science, that which is practised, that is guiding the times it is ruling in.

I wish you can read my written stuff on the blog called “Debt reaching its balance”. I received a lot of reaction on that one. Even one saying that people must watch out to give finance, as they are selling people debt. But what will become of this world if we must suddenly all stop what we are doing – say if Einstein’s theories fall apart. There’s already astro physicists trying to show the rest of the science community how Einstein’s theories clash with Newton’s theories and that the only thing binding them at this stage is mathematics. And that is what my whole effort of writing is concentrated on.

There are many who will not see the link between the basic principle having an effect on our everyday life in society as it is now. But when you move onto higher levels, you start seeing this. But rather keep quiet (or use a blog where you can just say whatever you want) else you will find yourself soon enough at your psychiatrist, telling you: Well, lets try new medication. Another one, huge companies are sitting in the pill industry, waiting for humankind to develop illness in order to take their pills they are manufacturing. And they are structures, as they have other people to feed as well (those working for them) that must manifest on big scale.

But go and sit down and think of a job where you are not in principle prejudice anyone else.

Well, I have done what that person that felt I need a good psychiatrist suggested. I am just wondering what that person is doing for a living? Living on the prejudice of other people by way of manifesting on higher levels for food on his table?

Anyway, maybe I am just bitter today? As what seems to be happening is a bitter pill to swallow doesn’t matter in which way it come!

REGARDS
Renee
15/4/2008 2:44PM

Send Time: 4/15/2008 2:46PM