The HEART[Land].

THE LIGHT OF JOY

 

JOHN23

 

Dear John

 

01/01/2009 12:39PM or 12/12 where 12 the number of Fulfilment.

 

Two little twins will receive their hearts desires before the beginning of the new year tonight.  So when the New Year, 2009, start tonight, these two kids’ hearts desires would have been fulfilled.

 

And the beauty of it all is that they are called Boeta and Sussa.  It is the household name for every kid who has got a brother or sister as if you have a brother, you call him in Afrikaans, “Boeta”.   And if you have a sister, you call her in Afrikaans, “Sussa”.  So in a way they are representative of every brother and sister in this world that exist.  And therefore, they as brothers and sisters, would be representative for all the kids in this world.  So maybe by their heart’s desires being fulfilled on this last minutes before the year 2009 start, the whole of mankind’s kids hearts desires are therefore fulfilled in symbolism.

 

And even more beautiful is that it is because of a Queen, a Queen of a Business Club, that their hearts desires actually got fulfilled.  But think of the Beauty of that – the inverse of Marie Antoinette in history, this Queen of a Business Club, decided to keep her up with something so small as to fulfill Boeta and Sussa’s heart’s desires.  What must God think of God’s Creation?  Look, I, God, have created something good (at last) as even someone down there on that Planet Earth who is as mighty and powerful as a Queen, held herself up with something as small as Boeta and Sussa and fulfilled their heart’s desires.

 

But meanwhile we do not know the extend of this act?  As I said, Boeta and Sussa is representative of all the kids on this Planet in symbolism.  So maybe this is a Joyful message (not mess(of ALL the)ages) anymore) for 2009.  So, if ALL symbolism works [LETS HOPE – and I have written about FAITH AND LOVE, but it seems this is about HOPE now], then from 2009 we will have a fulfilling of hearts desires for each child, even the ones who grow to become adults as they too are still someone’s brother or sister in some way.  I don’t think this Queen realized what great a dead she did to get involved in a matter so [small?].

But pictures were taken of this event and there were 48 pictures/photographs in total.  And 4 + 8 = 12, the number of Fulfillment.  But it is also the number combination that Linda asked me about, namely

31 08

And the starting time of the first picture was 31/12/2008 20:06, or the 26 (from the 20:06), the inverse of the Quantum combination Number 62, that are linked to the Quantum Principle that mankind suffers from, namely the state of mind of the World of Opposites.  And the end time of the last photo, was 31/12/2008, 20:20 or 22.  The amount of letters (that made up some of the first words) that the Hebrew language has got.  And how powerful are “words”?  Maybe not powerful, but the understanding of the ALL is in how you put the words that are describing of our perceptions.

 

THE BEGINNING

 

INITIAL REQUEST TO THE QUEEN

28/11/2008 – time, Unknown

 

To whom it may concern.

 

I did not know who to turn to.  At first I thought to approach my boss, but I know he is an advocate and very busy and want short and (not) sweat letters via email from me.  I must be factual with him – although he is a very great man in my eyes.

 

Then I thought, well, maybe if one goes political on this, it will help as the political parties all just would want to do something like this for the sake of getting votes.  Especially now.

 

So I thought to myself, who would get the least out of this, as a business would then use it for advertising itself business wise.  So what came to mind was that The Business Club might be the best proposition.  If they did not want to get involved, then I would probably have to go and find another way for this problem before Christ(mass).  That is why I am writing the letter to you now already.

 

I am actually busy going through my own “shit” at this stage and do not really understand why I even bother about the following?

The other night I was off to the guest house which I am taking care of for my boss in Cape Town here on Cedar Peak close to Porterville.  And this little brown boy was walking after me the whole time but I was so busy with my own problems that I hardly noticed him.  But he tried to tell me on my way to the house something and I tried to hear what he was saying and I could only make out that he was talking about the little “draadkarretjie” that my boss has for his kids, inside the guest house.

 

But still I went on into the house and did what I had to do and as I came out he was there still. Waiting for me.  And I said to him he must go home.  And I called him after me, but it seemed as if he was waiting for something.  And the only thing I could think of to tell him was that we will ask Father Christmas to consider to bring him a “draadkarretjie” for Christmas.  And I still wondered if this brown kid would have any understanding of that concept? 

 

But then, as we went back, I noticed something and that is why I am writing you this letter.  I noticed that he has a blue plastic motorcycle (the boy is about 3 -4 years old and his name is Boeta) – the ones you get the kids to push themselves on?  But I realized but I always see him with this motorcycle, but he is never on it!  He is pushing it from the front side to the back side of the motorcycle, all the way where he goes in front of him.  Like you would be pushing that little “draadkarretjie”.  So his little heart must be yearning for this little “draadkarretjie”.  And nobody seems to take notice of this yearning.

 

But I would have loved to get him this draadkarrerjie, but I am out of a vehicle myself at the moment because of I rolled my vehicle and feel I am not getting on track with the insurance claim for some or other reason, but that is besides the point.  It is just, I don’t think I will have the money to buy him a draadkarretjie like that for Christmas, and if I do have the money, I do not know where to get hold of one at this stage either.  And to tell you the truth, with the condition I am in, I do not have the strength to go and look somewhere to find something like this?  But the other thing is, he has got a little twin sister as well, so if I get him something, I will have to get her something as well.  And I have got no clue as to what to get her.

 

So I was wondering if The Business Club do not want to take care of one little boys yearning by just giving him a draadkarretjie for Christmas and if there is someone at The Business Club that has got any ideas of something special to give to the little twin sister as well, I would appreciate it.  But I think they will appreciate it more!

 

I guess I am making a fool of myself again, but then so be it.  Attached are a photograph of the twins, the little boy and his little blue motorcycle that he uses at this stage as a draadkarretjie, and his little twin sister.  I hope their dreams can be fulfilled this Christmas.

If you could also just inform me if I need to make another plan before Christ(mass) to let this happen, please, I would appreciate it.  You can simply email me to this address.  Thank you.

(Just:  this is not my style, as I am actually for Conservation and just love Nature and The Animals)

 

KIND REGARDS

(This letter was emailed – according to the computer – at 4:22 on 28/11/2008 from my “legendsthe4”  email address.  A photograph was attached too which is photograph no 003 from my Pictures at date 2008-11-15).

And so was the INITIAL REQUEST TO THE QUEEN the eventual fulfillment of Hearts Desires.

But just to add.  We all had to go to the ends of this Planet to eventually find the “draadkarretjie”.  Eventually it was the superhuman efforts of a team called Abraham and Amanda from a place called Kaap Agri, that found this gift.  This all sound easy said, easy done, but it took a hell of an effort from all of us to get to this letter.  To get to the end of 2008 the way it ended in this letter – with the Sun going down, but a Light of Joy shining just before it does and getting captured this way.  But for all this their was a price to be paid for this “draadkarretjie” and as I already put so much effort on the Queen and on Kaap Agri, on Abraham and Amanda, I had to pay that price for all this to come about.  The price was a 300, where the 3 is The Triangle and then we are left with the 00or The Point [0;0], my The Point of Balance that needs to be reached in man’s state of mind I call “the state of mind of being in The World of Opposites”.

 

Anyway, just had a Tortoise walking into my house now.  A very old animal on this Earth.

KIND REGARDS

01/01/2009 13:27 and 2 + 7 = 9 and 13 + 9 = 22, and in the pictures that are proof of this event, the Last Picture, the End of this deed, but The Beginning of this Event of the Fulfillment of Hearts Desires, the time was also a 22 and 22 + 22 = 44, the number combination of the Hebrew Name of God that means:  “ I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

A HEART[Y] MOMENT

3 Dimensions into 1, the 4th [314 – Zep Tepi]

JOHN22

 

Dear John

And this is JOHN22 on the 29^th or as 2 + 9 = 11, it gives the 22^nd on the 11^th or a 22/11.  (The date of my accident that I rolled my vehicle in 2008).

 

The following came to mind…..

 

29/12/2008 3:09AM

I keep on wondering if the Global Consciousness will still have its power if it realizes it doesn’t have anymore?  Will it then ever realize the power it had at all?

 

 

The letter I wrote in reply to a question on a comment on…..

“Placebo Scheduled to B”:

 

Submitted on 2008/11/30 at 4:14pm

This is my info..

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Half the Amazon Rainforest to be Lost by 2030
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(NaturalNews) Due to the effects of global warming and deforestation, more than half of the Amazon rainforest may be destroyed or severely damaged by the year 2030, according to a report released by the World Wildlife Fund (WWF).

The report, “Amazon’s Vicious Cycles: Drought and Fire,” concludes that 55 percent of the world’s largest rainforest stands to be severely damaged from agriculture, drought, fire, logging and livestock ranching in the next 22 years. Another 4 percent may be damaged by reduced rainfall caused by global warming. This is anticipated to destroy up to 80 percent of wildlife habitat in the region.

read more..

 

 

Submitted on 2008/11/30 at 6:49pm

30/11/2008 20:38 or 8:38PM and the time your reply came in, 4:14PM

Anyway, it seems people tend to think I am an idiot anyway – go and read my letter to JOHN called JOHN8 that is called: Our [OWN] Sillyness at ava414.wordpress.com or ava414.blogspot.com

Either way, they will tell you exactly how ridiculous things are. But getting what I am writing is not easy. All I can say, if you want to take me seriously or shall I rather say, if you want to take seriously what I said and really want to see what I have written as a way for this Planet to survive then look for instance at the Hadron Collider! What happened there? It broke down to such extend that the scientists had to: GO AND SEARCH FROM THE SCRATCH OF THE CREATED COLLIDER, to find the problem! And that is what I suggest as well. I have given a mathematical equation for scientists to start with – but of course, it will probably be unacceptable to them. But if you apply it to the rest of some of the insets on the blogs, you will find that it does make sense. And outside people are also talking about the phenomena that we can actually “create”. I mean, the book “The Secret” sold millions. But the mathematical part I am referring to is called in the pages: “The Balance”. It should be in the pages of Horus414 as well.

And that is all I can answer you now. Yes, I am also concerned about the welfare of the Planet. But getting to the things I write I sometimes go through a lot of stuff – like having to roll my vehicle and get out of it afterwards without a scratch. But still it has an impact on my system of some sort. As then all my unconscious stuff first comes out and i have to deal with it and only after that do I get to the parts where I can actually get to the things like they are written in the ava414.wordpress.com and ava414.blogspot.com

So I do not have a clue if anybody will take it seriously. For myself, I don’t even want to think if I take it seriously or not – I just write it.

So there you have a reply on your “comment”! Do we care enough to even try out some “idiotic” reference or which will most probably be taken up as idiocy by scientists? Or do we rather carry on and hope some alien ship will arive to save the world in some way? Like sitting in the middle of the ocean and a big ship come along and they ask if they can rescue you but you say no, I have said a prayer to God to come and save me! Maybe sometimes the answer is something totally different than what we think it would be? I am only speculating! But maybe there is something to the things I have written!

ava414

 

 

But then:  Man has not even realized its power to transform for instance Global Warming by way of its mighty power in Global Consciousness in the (for now) principle of Quantum Physics?  Now if Quantum Physics falls apart – are turned upside down and disproof (like is started with the book now:  The Final Theory) and does not exist anymore, will man still have that Global Consciousness power?  As the it means:  the Science may have failed, but the principle behind it was true?  So the only thing was, the Science failed to give a version of the truth – the Whole Truth.

29/12/2008 3:16AM

Ns.  Is Quantum Physics based on Truth or is A Truth based on Quantum Physics?

29/12/2008 3:22AM

 

29/12/2008 3:29AM

Even if our Global Consciousness at the moment are only based on Quantum Physics, if man should realize that and what its beliefs are (Global Warming for instance), then Global Warming can stop even if man realizes but it cannot manifest (even on a level of Global Consciousness because Science failed).  But still, it will stop believing that it can manifest and it would think but it manifested Global Warming so if it believes it cannot manifest anymore, it would believe but now we cannot manifest Global Warming anymore.  So it would stop manifesting Global Warming anymore.  So it means man’s idea of manifesting will change, and will stop him from manifesting anymore.  But this mere act of the belief that he cannot manifest anymore and therefore stop manifesting, is already an act of manifesting in itself.

So it is only Science that failed to tell the Truth.  The Global Consciousness can still go on in what its beliefs are.

And in the past they used Science to give them that Global Consciousness – but Science is going to fail them miserably as it does not tell the truth, the Whole Truth.

So they will have to find something else to determine what their Global Consciousness is going to be!

29/12/2008 3:36AM

Ns.  So the mere act where everything tumbles and crashes down because that which man’s power was built on came tumbling down, will be a way of showing them but they have that power they think they have lost  –  look how man would then have created chaos, because it believed it did not have the power to create anymore (not even on Global Consciousness level), man believed that it is creating chaos.  So they do have the power to create whatever they believe – even if that power is that they do not have the power, then they still have that power and it will be in that, that they will realize they have that power – in the realization but they do not have that power  that they will realize but they actually do have that power.  Even if Science failed.

29/12/2008 3:42AM

 

29/12/2008 4:22AM

But the total collapse of Science and man realizing but it can still manifest by way of the collapse into chaos, will put manifesting the Global Consciousness not on a level of 3 dimensional Scientific proof, but on a level of Faith.  That will be raising the vibration of not only manifesting, but therefore also be raising the vibration of Global Consciousness.  To a level of Faith.  To a level of not religion either, but to a level of Faith.

 

As in Science there is the flaw of the inbalanceness because certain information got lost in the process of trying to document it.  (See my writing on “TRANSFORMED PRISM –an ILLUSION”).

But once man is off on his road in Faith to manipulating Global Consciousness, another level of vibration would have been reached.  And all on the road of getting out of what is now called the 3 dimensional “density”!   As was said in the Myths:  First chaos, and then out of “density” for the ALL to be able to “melt” into the “rest”.  But that is far beyond the first manifesting of Global Consciousness after the collapse of Science and the collapse of Global Warming.

29/12/2008 4:30AM and 4 + 3 = 7, the number of Soluta – some name form for “solution”.

 

29/12/2008 6:28AM

And to get out of the 3 Dimensional World (the one where Science will come to a fall) is to move out of the world of the verse, the balance and the inverse and to move to the higher vibration of “faith” is to move out of the 3 Dimensional World of the State of Mind of The World of Opposites, into a world of Balance, the Point [0;0].

This means out of 3 dimensions where 1 is Truth, the one of Balance, the Point [0;0].  But 3 (the old) and 1, the new, but still part of the 3 old ones but was there but just hidden all the time, gives a 31 or 13 or 4 and 4 or 44.  (The gamatria in Hebrew for the Hebrew name of God meaning:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”).   But the 3 (Dimensions) consisted of 2 not true and creating the illusion and 1 True or a 21 and 12 or 21/12 combination.

But from 3 Dimensions, to actually 1 Dimension (Faith), which is the 31 or 4^th Dimension, which gives a 314 or then 3114, the Zep Tepi coordinates/combination.

29/12/2008 6:30AM

 

KIND REGARDS

29/12/2008 6:52AM

CEDAR

 

john11

 

Cedar

 

16/10/2008 16:44

 

PART 1

 

About the word “SIN”.

The Greek word hamartia (ἁμαρτία) is usually translated as sin in the New Testament. In Classical Greek, it means “to miss the mark” or “to miss the target” which was also used in Old English archery

 

About the word “Cedar” referred to in the Christian Bible.

The Sumerian Epic of Gilgamesh designates the cedar groves of Lebanon as the dwelling of the gods to where Gilgamesh ventured.

 

In the Epic of Gilgamesh, Gilgamesh is said to have ordered the building of the legendary walls of Uruk. An alternative version has Gilgamesh, towards the end of the story, boasting to Urshanabi, the ferryman, that the city’s walls were built by the Seven Sages. In historical times, Sargon of Akkad claimed to have destroyed these walls to prove his military power.

Fragments of an epic text found in Me-Turan (modern Tell Haddad) relate that Gilgamesh was buried under the waters of a river at the end of his life. The people of Uruk diverted the flow of the Euphrates River crossing Uruk for the purpose of burying the dead king within the riverbed. In April 2003, a German expedition discovered what is thought to be the entire city of Uruk—including the former bed of the Euphrates, the last resting place of its King Gilgamesh.

Despite the lack of direct evidence, most scholars do not object to consideration of Gilgamesh as a historical figure, particularly after inscriptions were found confirming the historical existence of other figures associated with him: kings Enmebaragesi and Aga of Kish. If Gilgamesh was a historical king, he probably reigned in about the 26th century BC. Some of the earliest Sumerian texts spell his name as Bilgames. Initial difficulties in reading cuneiform resulted in Gilgamesh making his re-entrance into world culture in 1891 as “Izdubar”.^[2]

In most texts, Gilgamesh is written with the determinative for divine beings (DINGIR) – but there is no evidence for a contemporary cult, and the Sumerian Gilgamesh myths suggest the deification was a later development (unlike the case of the Akkadian god kings). With this deification, however, would have come an accretion of stories about him, some potentially derived from the real lives of other historical figures, in particular Gudea, the Second Dynasty ruler of Lagash (2144–2124 BC).^[3]

Whether based on a historical prototype or not, Gilgamesh became a legendary protagonist in the Epic of Gilgamesh. The name Gilgamesh appears once in Greek, as “Gilgamos” (Γιλγαμος). The story is a variant of the Perseus myth: The King of Babylon determines by oracle that his grandson Gilgamos will kill him, and throws him out of a high tower. An eagle breaks his fall, and the infant is found and raised by a garde

Gilgamesh was the son of Lugalbanda and the fifth king of Uruk (Early Dynastic II, first dynasty of Uruk), ruling circa 2600 BC, according to the Sumerian king list. He became the central character in the Epic of Gilgamesh, one of the best known works of early literature, which says that his mother was Ninsun (whom some call Rimat Ninsun), a goddess. Gilgamesh is described as two-thirds god and one-third human.

According to the Tummal Inscription,^[1] Gilgamesh, and eventually his son Urlugal, rebuilt the sanctuary of the goddess Ninlil, located in Tummal, a sacred quarter in her city Nippur. In Mesopotamian mythology, Gilgamesh is credited with having been a demigod of superhuman strength who built a great city wall to defend his people from external threats.

 

About Mesopotamia

 

Ancient Mesopotamia

Euphrates · Tigris

 

The Sumerians practiced a polytheistic religion, with anthropomorphic gods or goddesses representing forces or presences in the world, in much the same way as later Greek mythology

This shows that the word “sin” is linked to something that is missing the point, but also linked to the mythologies of Mesopotamia, the Sumerians.  And it is the Greek gods, who’s gods has got more or less the same “form” the gods of the Sumerian mythologies had, that I discussed in Father Sky etc.

So maybe, we have not sinned as in did something “wrong”, maybe we have just all these aeons been missing the point and been lead to understand it now, by the way science has developed.  As if you look at the 2 Thirds god and 1 Third human, named Bilmesh (Gilgamesh), he reigned about 26 000BC.  And 26 the number linked to Einstein and Global Warming.  And he was buried under a river or in a river(bed).  Where a river(bed) is linked to the flow of time.

 

The Tigris and Euphrates rivers, the landmarks surrounding Mesopotamia

Tigris

Pahlavi tigr means “arrow”, in the same family as Old Persian tigra- “pointed” (compare tigra-xauda), Modern Persian têz “sharp”.

 

Euphrates

Modern names for the Euphrates may have been derived by popular etymology from the Sumerian and Akkadian names, respectively Buranun and Pu-rat-tu. The former appears in an inscription from the 22nd century BC^{[citation needed]} associated with King Gudea.

Etymologically, the name “Euphrates” is the Greek form of the original name, Phrat, which means “fertilizing” or “fruitful”.^[1]

Alternatively, the second half of the word Euphrates may also derive from either the Persian Ferat or the Greek φέρω (pronounced [fero]), both of which mean “to carry” or “to bring forward”.

FINAL CONCLUSION

So what I have shown now is that from the two rivers as to where Mesopotamia lies, and taken into account that Mesopotamia is in Mythology linked to the Greek Mythologies, which I have already discussed in for instance the part about “Father Sky”, I have shown that the Greek meaning for the word “sin” is (as in the Beginning of this writing), “to miss the point”.  And I believe in this case:  The Point of Balance or [0;0].

But the borders of Mesopotamia are two rivers (and as I said, the riverbed is the symbol of the flow of time, as well as this godlike King that was buried according to Myths in a river(bed)) have got in Tigris, the meaning “arrow” or “sharp”.  And if you shoot an arrow – in order to hit the target, you must hit The Point (or then, The Point of Balance in this case of “sin”, The Point [0;0]).  So you must be “sharp” to do that.

But from the other border, we have the meaning (in the flow of time), “to carry” or “to bring forward”.  So “bringing forward” regarding for the “arrow” (in the flow of time), the two riverbeds bordering the Old Mesopotamia to reach The Point, it takes a sharp skill to let that arrow hit The Point of Balance, namely The Point [0;0] in order to bring forward The Truth about “SIN”.

And most of the information was obtained from Wikipedia, I just took what I needed and put together some of this information to get to the final conclusion.

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ABRAXIS AND JOAN OF ARC

This is Lore172

This is the First Letter of Lore172.

16/04/2008 11:12AM (computer’s time) 11:15AM (cell’s time) where from the Last Time we have 11 and 15 where 1 + 1 = 2 and 1 + 5 = 6 or then, 26. This is then the inverse of 62, the combination linked to Global Warming and Einstein. But from the day we have that this letter is “straight from Avalon to The White Lion”, as it is 16, my link to Linda by way of cell.

Dear Lore

I have a note I want to share with you – do not know if this is the last (you never know actually), but it came up because someone wrote a comment on one of the blogs and said his name resemble 365, but that he know that 365 is not only linked to the amount of days the West believe there to be, but it is also linked/related to ABRAXIS. But here follow the note:

16/04/2008 10:47AM

There was a guy who wanted to know from me – as his name was linked to the number 365 – the amount of days there are in a year which is therefore related to time – to the name ABRAXIS. But AB is normally the 2 symbols used in mathematics for a straight line – from point A to point B. The R = 18th letter of English Alphabet, but when you add nothing to it, it becomes 180 – and on the Cartesian plane the 180 degree line is the straight line (from point A to point B) – but the horizontal line/Axis.

And then we have left the word “AXIS”, which should in fact be AXAS, but A = 1st letter of English Alphabet, but I = the symbol of the Roman 1. So (a) may be substituted with (i). And from Axis we get the straight line from point A to B which is also the horizontal Axis.

And this is linked to time – the 365 days of the year. And to what I have written up so far, time is one of the aspects that keep us in the world of opposites – the horizontal line/Axis. And with time being related to the horizontal Axis, so it is linked to the state of mind of the illusion of the world of opposites.
16/04/2008 10:56AM
(And 56 the inverse of 65 – the ultimate amount of dimensions there are).

But as the END of the inserted part comes down to 65, and we look at the AB of ABRAXIS, we get that A = 1st letter of English Alphabet and B = 2nd letter of English Alphabet. And 1 + 2 = 3, which corresponds to the 3 of 365. And if they correspond, we are left with the 65 of 365, which makes it something totally different from days/time. So this put ABRAXIS also in a different class as we are looking more separately at the information. So from the “R = 18th letter of English Alphabet”, we get that if we add the 1 and 8 and nothing separately, we get 90, which is the number combination of degrees to make a vertical Axis, or the Y-Axis. And as Y = 25th letter of English Alphabet, we get that 2 + 5 = 7. So the Y-Axis is related to opening the Seven Seals and this is linked to 65 (from the 365 and where 65 is the ultimate amount of dimensions there are). So this links ABRAXIS to the Vertical Axis which is part of the Ultimate dimension where you find the The New Jerusalem.

So ABRAXIS related to both ways, the illusionary one and the real one. This is the first “word/name” I found that are lingering in both circumstances.

And sometimes I am Sagittarius and sometimes Capricorn, but the planet ruling Capricorn, is Saturn, the Lord of Time. And what am I doing with the times?

But about ABRAXAS is said the following:

Abraxas, also known as Abrasax, is a Gnostic solar deity associated with Yahweh, Mithras and the Celtic Belenus, as well as Yeshu (Jesus). Amulets and seals bearing the figure of Abraxas were common in the second century, and were used as recently as the thirteenth century in the seals of the Knights Templar.

He carries a whip and shield, called wisdom and power, respectively. Abraxas is occasionally depicted driving a chariot drawn by four horses, which representing the four elements.

The word Abraxas was first proposed by the Alexandrian Gnostic scholar Basilides, and is created using the first letters of the names of the seven visible planets. Gematrically, the letters in Abraxas add to 365, the number of days in a solar year, and the number of Aeons, or divine emanations, in Gnostic cosmology. Each of the seven letters represents one of the seven planetary powers.

Church father Tertullian, speaking of Basilides’ description of Abraxas:

“Afterwards broke out the heretic Basilides. He affirms that there is a supreme Deity, by name Abraxas, by whom was created Mind, which in Greek he calls Nous; that thence sprang the Word; that of Him issued Providence, Virtue, and Wisdom; that out of these subsequently were made Principalities, powers, and Angels; that there ensued infinite issues and processions of angels; that by these angels 365 heavens were formed, and the world, in honour of Abraxas, whose name, if computed, has in itself this number. Now, among the last of the angels, those who made this world, he places the God of the Jews latest, that is, the God of the Law and of the Prophets, whom he denies to be a God, but affirms to be an angel.”

And linked to Abraxis, is the cult of a dying God – see especially in modern life, the work of Nietche, where he wrote his little madman story in this modern life (other than the ages so close to where Christianity started) that the madman runs onto the plane and shout out: “we have killed God”. But this was a story that grabbed me by the soul and I found a little resemblance of this in the work of a South African writer, called NP van Wyk Louw, where the “Real” is plastered beneath layers and layers of illusional stuff.
But what is said of the old “cult” of a dying God, but now for me is linked to the God that is dead as in claimed by Nietche’s little story of his madman running out on the plane telling everybody that we have killed God, is said the following:

Jeanne La Pucelle, known to us today as Joan of Arc, the maid of Orleans, was neither a witch nor a saint, but by curious circumstances her life and death fulfilled the requirements of both. Whether or not it was conscious to this brave and unique woman that she was doing so, for a short time she became the divine king of France, and her death became more than a simple act of martyrdom. It became the ritual act of the cult of the dying god.
The cult of the dying god is described by Sir James Frazer in his mammoth work The Golden Bough, and is further elaborated by other scholars, most notably Dr. Margaret Murray in her books The Witch-cult in Western Europe and The God of the Witches. Although today Murray is considered to have been somewhat of a crack-pot and her works have been denounced by critics, the theory of the dying god is historically accurate, and examples of it are predominant throughout history. The cult of the dying god was a highly important dogma of early, pre-Christian societies, one that was so strong that it continued well into the Christian era, and in some primitive countries into the 20th century. The belief was simple: a god or a deity could become incarnate, or be manifested into a man, a woman, or an animal, and that the incarnate god must die in order to guarantee continual life and fertility for the world.

But my question is just, what if that god that incarnated, survive the death in order to reset a button for the world history, if world history is coming to a point where it is “full”? (And the word “full” is made up from the word “fulfilled”). What if Everything is “Fullfilled” and no more life for this planet or Solar System or the Whole of Creation is necessary anymore? What if the ALL is Fulfilled to such extend that there is no more life continuance necessary Anywhere? Not on this planet, not in our Solar System, nowhere in the Whole of Creation?

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
16/04/2008 11:40AM (cell’s time) 11:37AM (computer’s time) where the Last Time ENDS on a 37 or (CY) or “see why”.

Abnormal also Normal and Normal also Abnormal.

This is the Second Letter of Lore171.

10/04/2008 18:40 (cell’s time) 6:37PM (computer’s time) where from the date and the First Time we have the day and month and the minutes of the First Time as 10 or 1 and 4 and 40 or 4, which gives 144. From the year and hour of the first Time we have
2 + 8 = 10 and the hour is 18 hours or 6PM and 10 + 6 = 16, my cell link to Linda, which make this letter another “straight from Avalon to The White Lion”. The minutes of the Second Time give a 37 or CY (see why) and from both the hour and the minutes of the Second Time we have 6 + 3 + 7 = 16. Which just underline the “straight from the Avalon to The White Lion”.

Dear Lore

I just want to share a note with you now, one that came up because I had a conversation with a friend where we discussed this thing of how psychiatry is actually at the bottom of the ladder of the world of opposites. As everything is either normal or abnormal, nothing else. So let me give you this note:

10/04/2008 10:47AM

To know what is abnormal, you must first know what is normal. From the Oxford Dictionary I got on page 1337, the 2nd column, the 3rd word and the 2nd part of the 2nd explanation of the word “normal”:

“…constituting, conforming to, not deviating or differing from a type or standard”.

From the word conforming I got the following from the Dictionary on page 368, the 1st column, the 10th word and 4th explanation of the 10th word:

“To follow in form or nature”.

But if you look at mankind, who are the ones actually captured in this state of mind of the world of opposites, and you look at the thumbprints, each person has his own separate thumbprint which make every human being separate, and also different from one another.

But from normal’s end result in the Dictionaries, we get that to be normal, is to follow in form – and with the thumbprints differing, thumbprints (from every human being) are not following in form. So nobody/nothing “normal” (from that for normal, the pattern has to follow in form).

If nothing normal, then “normal” are also nothing as no one equal one another which make everyone different. So all that is left, is that everyone is abnormal as nothing/(n)0(ne) are normal. This make it seem like that human kind are on the surface seemingly normal, but actually they are all abnormal. What this say that although everyone abnormal, that is normal – for everyone to be abnormal.

So normal = nothing, but normal also relate to abnormal, which make abnormal equal normal and normal equal nothing (or 0). So then abnormal also = nothing. This gives that normal = nothing/0 and abnormal = nothing/0.

So, as every single human being is abnormal and no one normal, then psychiatry not necessary as everybody already abnormal and it is not necessary to diagnose them being abnormal in any way.

And the symbol for nothing is 0. So for the opposites {normal;abnormal} and both related to 0, we have {0;0}, the point of balance for these opposites of normal and abnormal.
10/04/2008 11:03AM
(And 1 + 1 = 2 and 2 + 3 = 23 – the day of Linda’s birthday).

So another opposite has been discovered to its point {0;0}, the point of balance which is necessary for the 47 level that leads to the New Jerusalem. It seems we are moving up the ladder – the vertical Axis that is a kind of symbolism of the radius of a circle and a circle – see page 23 of “Anatomy of the Soul” of Rebbe Nachman of Breslov. And the note ended on time 23. But the minutes of the time the note started, is 47, the level which will be used to the Golden Pave Middle Way to The New Jerusalem, but also 47 gives from the 4 a 22 and then the 7 with the 22 gives 22/7 combination, or PI.

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
10/04/2008 19:08 (cell’s time) 7:05PM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 19 + 8 = 27, which is related to 111 or the “reveal/revelation/insight”. From the Second Time we have 7 + 5 = 12, the number of fulfillment.

How Long Still for Newton and Einstein?

This is Lore171.

This is the First Letter of Lore171.

09/04/2008 14:31 (cell’s time) 2:28PM (computer’s time) and on the 9th, the number where everything comes together, we have the cell link namely 14 and 31, the combination for First Time or Zep Tepi. So this Letter is linked to Linda who discovered the Zep Tepi link with the White Lions of Timbavati. And from the Second Time we have a 2PM and a 14 hours as 2PM is also 14 hours, with a 28. But 28 + 14 = 42 and
42 + 2 = 44. So we have that this Letter (because of the link to Linda and Zep Tepi) is another “straight from Avalon to The White Lion”.

Dear Lore

I just want to share another note I wrote in the Notebook, with you. I keep referring to Einstein and the connection to Global Warming by way of a number combination, namely 62. But why this is important to understand, is set out in this note.

First Note

09/04/2008 07:56AM

From Einstein’s theories we got to the point of Quantum Physics saying:

“The observed can be influenced by the observer”.

That is why I probably picked up, that FOR ME Einstein and Global Warming are linked to one and the same thing. My question was just – especially if you look at a book like “The Secret”, when we are expressing thoughts about Global Warming (the observed), what and how are we (the observers), influencing what is going on on our planet.

But this is not just limited to a concept like Global Warming. As we are in a state of mind of the world of opposites, there must be the opposite for Global Warming or for any other thing on this planet, there must be an opposite. As the tree of knowledge of good and bad, can also be seen as the Tree of Knowledge of the Opposites.

The book “The Secret” calls it manifesting (where the observer is influencing the observed or the mere existence of Quantum Physics). So what are we manifesting with our global consensus about Global Warming?

Scientists themselves (there has been an astro physicist on the program “Free Spirit” on Sunday morning at 9:30 on 6/4/2008) are becoming aware of the discrepancy between Newton’s theories and Einstein’s theories. And that the only thing connecting Newton’s theories with those of Einstein’s theories, is mathematics. And see my letter called “Fear does not attract Fear” to see how polluted mathematics are with the state of opposites and how (to bring mathematics to the point of balance, the point {0;0}), the most basic thing in mathematics is only the result of a world of opposites and that basic principle that has been in use for years now, is actually (by bringing the mathematics like I did, into balance in the point {0;0} and the way I did it), because it is the only link to link in science the greatest theories, namely those of Newton and Einstein, but it has a kind of flaw and therefore the theories of Newton as well as those of Einstein, will be in a situation of dissolving, as the structure that linked them, cannot do that anymore and tipping, for both of them, the scale to balance or {0;0}.

So here go the theories of Newton and those of Einstein, eventually down the drain by not only one person doing one proof, but several people finding different stuff which if you put it together, give the above. So with all the people involved in breaking “the link” that is the only link that put into place to link Newton’s and Einstein’s work, we are relieved from Quantum Physics and therefore from the “observed can be influenced by the observer” or stop us altogether in what is called “manifesting” as it is spelled out in the book “The Secret”.
09/04/2008 08:02AM
(And this gives another 8/11 combination that Aeons asked me about in a comment in my blog ava414.blogspot.com).

Well, I hope this will clear a bit for those who read my letters to you, the whole concept behind the link between Einstein, Global Warming and the number 62 as symbol for the link between them. But why the number combination of 62? As when I bought a badge of Einstein at Musica, a music shop (and the Fat Lady sings), the badge was on the spot of number 62 and with Global Warming, there were an Iceberg discovered 62km from the coast of East London, South Africa. Therefore I linked Einstein and Global Warming to the combination 62. That is also why I mentioned in a letter to Mr Brown, how it came about for the atom, a huge part of the theories of Einstein, actually came about. This is mentioned, in a few letters to this one, ago. (Just for interest sake, electricity is linked to Einstein’s theories and specifically to the atom and to the negative and positive charges – and the negative and positive are the basics used to have brought mathematics to the point of balance, the point {0;0}. And we do not understand here in South Africa, why we have this power supply chaos. Maybe it is because the Newton and Einstein theories are in an act of dissolving? All that is going on regarding that, is the one trying to blame the other – it seems there must always be someone responsible, it can never just be?

But this is Lore171, which gives a 17 and a 71, both linked to 44. The Gamatria of the Hebrew name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels).

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
09/04/2008 14:59 (cell’s time) 2:57PM (computer’s time) where we have from the First Time the 5 + 9 in the minutes which equal 14 which give a 1414 for the First Time. From the Second Time we get 5 + 7 = 12 and a 2 or 212. Or as 2PM is also 14 hours, we get 1412 combination as well. But the First Time, if added, gives 28, and the Second Part gives a 14 + 12 = 26. But if we add the 1414 with 1412, we get 2826 or as the Second Part states, 26, the inverse of 62. And 28, the First Part, gives an 11/8, the inverse of 8/11.

To Tell – The Breath of CO2!

This is Lore170.

Only Letter for Lore170.

07/04/2008 19:13 (cell’s time) 7:11 (computer’s time) where from the hour of the Second Time we have 7PM or 19 hours. But 1 + 3 + 1 + 1 = 6 if you add all the minutes. But the common hour is 19, which gives the 19/6 combination.

Dear Lore

Just a small note, but very important note from the Notebook:

07/04/2008 18:42

From “Whole” which actually is linked to something limited as it is whole, and “wide”, which give something eternal, it seems like “Whole Wide World” is something that does not make sense, but there is method behind this madness. From

W = 44
H = 8th letter
O = symbol for nothing
L = 12th letter
E = 5th letter

If you add 44 + 8 + 12 + 5 = 69
From “wide” we get

W = 44
I = 9th letter and can be ignored
D = 4th letter
E = 5th letter.

If you add 44 + 4 + 5 = 53
And if you add 69 + 53 = 122. Where this number combination is linked to the discovery of the tomb of King Tuntankamun. But it also give a 0(ne) and a 22.

From “World” we get:

W = 44
O = symbol for nothing
R = 18th letter but might be ignored
L = 12th letter or 3
D = 4th letter

If you add 4 + 4 = 8 + 3 + 4 = 15 and 1 + 5 = 6. This gives from world and the Whole wideness of it, a 65. So how do it reach its balance of the point {0;0} and get through with PI – the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem?

And today is 7/4 and the level for the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem, namely 47, is each other’s inverses.

But from the word “create” we have:

C = 3rd letter
R = 18th letter
E = 5th letter
A = 1st letter
T = 20th letter
E = 5th letter

If you add 3 + 5 + 1 + 2 + 5 = 16 (“straight from Avalon to The White Lion) and
1 + 6 = 7. So from “whole wide” and being linked to create (all three of them) the world, we have 22/7 and the world. Or the 47.

But from “Whole” and “Wide”, we have it already that Everything is surrounded by nothing. So the Whole is surrounded by nothing as well and so is the Wide surrounded by nothing. So whole is surrounded by 0 and so is Wide surrounded by 0, which gives that these two words together with the act of to create, the balance of the point {0;0} bring in the level 47 or 22/7 the vertical 90 degree line back to the Ultimate Level 65 of the New Jerusalem.
07/04/2008 18:50
(And 18 hours is 6PM which gives 65 – now how interesting can it get?)

Anyway, this brings the whole of the wide world, which is linked to the all that has been created in the word “wide” which imply the eternal and only the whole of creation is linked to the eternal for the ones that are still in the state of mind of being in the world of opposites.

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
07/04/2008 19:37 (cell’s time) 7:35PM (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First Time I now see why I was asking the question how is the whole of creation going to find the Golden Paved Middle way to The New Jerusalem – the Ultimate Peace. And the two hours, namely both 19 and added to 35 gives 19 + 19 + 35 = 73, the inverse of 37.

Lineage 4 www finding the Way 2 The New Jerusalem.

Cover Letter Lore169.

06/04/2008 13:45 (cell’s time) 1:42PM (computer’s time) where from the date we have the 64, the inverse of 46, which was necessary to balance to the point {0;0} the opposite of life and death. From the minutes of the First and Second Time we have a 45 and a 42 or a 4 and a 2 + 5 = 7 or a 47. From the hours of the First and Second Times we have a 13 hours or 1PM and a 1PM or an 11. And how is that linked to PI – the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem.

Dear Lore

I have now 4 blogs, the one being in construction at the moment. But the one in construction is on the same email address and page as the one called just “Gods Window” and which is dark blue of color with Yellow/Gold Letters. But this one is called “White Lion Ava414”, as this 4th one is linked to “straight from Avalon to the White Lion”. But I got the message that I must actually add the Letters or Posts to this blog tomorrow as the date tomorrow is important. I had to create him, for the writings have changed drastically since the beginning (actually the 18th and 19th ) of December 2007. So 2 of the blogs are on one and the same page, although they are separate. The other two are nearly the same, the one called just ava414, and the other one called “ava414 Gods Window”. But the one called ava414 has got the theme of “Redoable Lite”, which coincide with my writings at the moment by way of that I am showing that the old understanding of getting to the Light or Enlightenment, that I am redoing that understanding into something else.

The “ava414”, is called “Newspaperize 1.2”, which mean that the information that are in all the blogs is also in a blog with the symbolism of that it is “newspaperized” and that is linked to 12, the number of fulfillment.
But the new blog, the “White Lion Ava414”, is the color of old, nearly yellowish paper on a brown background. Something in the line of the Dead Sea Scrolls – or so I imagine the Dead Sea Scrolls to look like.

Anyway, attached is Lore169, which consist of 2 Letters and where 169 gives the numbers of the day I got shot, namely 19/6.

Anyway, I hope you find this interesting…

REGARDS
Renee
06/04/2008 14:04 (cell’s time) 2:01PM (computer’s time) where the First Time give the 144 or the ALL and the second time gives the 21, where inside this letter was spoken of the 12, the inverse of 21, which means fulfillment. But 144 + 21 = 165 – and see how it ends on the Last 2 Letters/numbers, namely 65, the ultimate amount of dimensions.

Sending Time: 04/06/2008 2:05PM
Sending Time: 04/06/2008 2:11PM or 11/11
06/04/2008 18:18 (cell’s time) 6:16PM (computer’s time)

And the above send times were when the above letter was used to be the cover letter for Lore169. But here follow some other information I received afterwards. But the times that this letter (the added letter) was started is very significant, an 18/18 or 9/9 and what is important is the 90 degrees vertical Axis of Creation. And then we have the 61 and 16 in the Second Time, you Lore and Linda. So this added letter also “straight from Avalon to The White Lion” as Linda is involved in combination. And further is that vertical 90 degree Axis that shows what the process back to The New Jerusalem hold, is on page 23 of “Anatomy of the Soul” of Rebbe Nachman of Breslov. And how is the planet 23 degrees bend?

Anyway, some notes from the notebook after the first letter were mailed with the Lore169 attachment.

06/04/2008 2:29PM or 11/11
EveryTHING has been created IN AN IMAGE. Where the image is like a role to be played in a hologram.

If you only see darkness, you might be the light (pretty unlikely as there is only nothing in The New Jerusalem but with Absolute Peace/Harmony. But when you see the light, you are at the wrong place, as then you are the dark – that is if you are still in the state of mind of the world of opposites.

The state before ALL existence – the “NEW” Jerusalem?
06/04/2008 14:32
(Or 232 or 5 and 2 – the inverse of the first time this letter was send, namely 2:05PM).

Next Note

6/4/2008 15:09

I just checked out goodcounter after I have been on/in dimension 65 for a while – although it was pretty difficult being there for this body and mind. Goodcounter is something I put on my blogs to count how many visits I get to my blogsites.

For the ava414.blogspot.com, there are exactly 122 at the moment. And 122 is the combination for me that spells out the discovery of the tomb of King Tuntankamun.

This ending we are nearing – are different from the rest of the previous life times like for instance Atlantis etc. It seems this time the Creator want to go back to The Creators original state of being. Which in the Lore’s are called or referred to as “The New Jerusalem”. Everything is on track to get the ALL back into the original state of being WITH the Creator. And ALL will be nothing! Just darkness and absolute Peace.
06/04/2008 15:15
(And 15 the combination for Divine Order)
Next: The Whole Wide World or www is not only this planet – although this planet is used to get to that form. But 2nd Letter of Lore169 tells of how the www (a whole wide world network – and that world can be seen as the Whole Creation as in Genesis it is said that the whole world was created and that refer to the whole of Creation) is going to follow (by way of PI) the Golden Paved Middle Way to The New Jerusalem.
06/04/2008 15:17
(And 5 + 7 = 12 and 10 + 10 = 20 or 2012).

So the proof of bringing the Whole Wide World to the point of balance, namely the point {0;0}, was not only for our planet, but it is actually for the Whole Wide World or www, which is a network!

REGARDS
Renee
06/04/2008 18:42 (cell’s time) 6:39PM (computer’s time) and if you add all the digits in both times, it equal 105 or 15, the combination of Divine Order.

Send Time: 06/04/2008 06:42(8)PM for the time to equal the date all that is necessary is 8, the Weaver of Fate.
Send Time: 06/04/2008 7:07PM
06/04/2008 7:08PM

And if you add all the digits of all the times used to get the Cover Letter as well as the attachment namely Lore169 away, it all adds up to 97, and 9 + 7 = 16. “Straight from Avalon to The White Lion”.
06/04/2008 7:12PM turning 13.
(and from 712 and 713, we have the common 71 and then 23, the page where the drawing of Creation is in the book “Anatomy of the Soul” by Rebbe Nachman. And on page 71 you find the meaning for 44).

The Whole Wide World or www finding the Way 2 The New Jerusalem.

This is the Second Letter of Lore169.

06/04/2008 10:44AM (cell’s time) 10:41AM (computer’s time) where we have from the minutes of the First and Second Times, the 44 and the 41. Where 44 is linked to “I will be revealed at ever greater levels” and the 41 is part of the 1441 or DOGOD. But from the date we have 6 + 4 = 10 and 2 + 8 = 10 and the two hours of First and Second Times which together gives 20. This gives 2020 or 22 or 4. And if we add this 4 upfront to the Second Time’s minutes, we get 441, or then the inverse of 144, the ALL.

Dear Lore

I have some of my Journal that I want to share with you today. In this Entry111 of my Journal, I think I found the way even for this planet, to find the PI – Golden Paved Middle Way to the New Jerusalem. And they had a guy on Free Spirit this morning that said that Newton’s theories differ and do not underline sort of, the theories of Einstein – that it is only because of mathematics that they can fill one another up. But if the scientists themselves are realizing, hey, but something is not adding up with our science, that is a good thing. At least we are moving into a direction then when scientists starts thinking but this “science of us” is not making sense, and I have shown so far that everything that does not make sense is some form of madness, just, as the science of the day in a way do make sense (otherwise they would not have been there), because there is a method behind the madness.

And you know what my basic understanding of it all is so far – like I said to a guy whom I was referred to by someone who can apparently tell me what the 9th chakra in dr Caroline Myss’ “Anatomy of the Spirit” is. And his surname is Brown, but here follow a part, the letter I wrote to him:

02/04/2008 09:03AM (cell’s time) 9:01AM (computer’s time) where if you add the hours and minutes in the First and Second Times, we get all together, 22 – the amount of letters in Hebrew Alpabet. But from the date we have a 2 4 2 8, which gives a 22 again and a 48. But if you add 22 and 22, it equal 44, where the 44 is the Gamatria of the Hebrew Name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”. But 4 + 8 = 12 and 12 the number of fulfillment.

Dear Mr Brown

I visited your website, as I was referred to you by someone that once gave a course to me and some others, and this person said that you know everything! And isn’t it interesting what I found at the top of your website, the words: “No one is coming to save us”. Yeah, nothing will save us!
But what interested me about you, is your name as the following I came across a few years ago already:

It was a man named Brown that saw many moons ago that micro organisms under a microscope are moving around – and was wondering why are the organisms under the microscope move around? And then he DECIDED to understand that there are INVISIBLE THINGS that are “bumping” against the organisms – these INVISIBLE THINGS, later were accepted as being there and they got called eventually, atoms.

But you are probably wondering why I am telling you this and why am I writing to you? Well, I coincidentally received a CD of Dr Caroline Myss over Christmas 2007 and on that CD, the “levels” are only up to the 8th chakra. But I instinctively felt there are more. So I wrote for an answer to this person who referred me to you about the existence of the 9th chakra and she said that it does exist, but she does not understand it. But it seems you do.

I have stuff written on blogs (all the blogs have the same information) that I want to ask you to look at and tell me if that is coming from the way of the 9th chakra, please? If it is not please can you let me know what is considered as the 9th chakra, please? My blog sites are as follow:

ava414godswindow.blat.co.za
ava414.wordpress.com
ava414.blogspot.com

And of course, none of them gets the “www” in front of it.

Thank you so long just for your attention reading this letter…

REGARDS
Renee
02/04/2008 09:20AM (cell’s time) 9:17AM (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have a 9/11 and from the Second or Last Time, we have 26 (but this is too long to explain to you how I got that this number combination 26, is linked to Einstein’s theories and Global Warming).

Send: 04/02/2008 9:19AM

Anyway, here follow the Entry111 of my Journal where 111 is related to “reveal/revelation/insight” and this is the Second Letter of Lore169 or a 19 and 6 or the combination 19/6, the day I got shot on. But the Entry…

This is Entry111 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry111 of my Journal.

03/04/2008 12:20AM or a 122 which is for me linked to the discovery of the tomb of the King Tuntankamun. 12:21AM

I have a few notes I want to quote from my notebook in this Part1 of my Entry111 of my Journal. And this is Entry111 or as 111 mean for me “reveal/revelation/insight”. But the quotes.

01/04/2008 21:17

I served the first summons in my task to serve summonses in Cape Town at Koeberg. That summons was successfully signed and of cause, therefore successfully served there. So they had a price that had to be paid.
01/04/2008 21:19

And the time this Entry111 was created was 12:19AM, but the end time of this quote is 21:19. Just some form of inverse. But here is the Second Note:

2/4/2008 22:24

The word “unite” on page 2304, the 1st column the 6th word from the top which gives 16 (therefore “straight from Avalon to The White Lion”), the second “unite” as there are 2, say the following in point 1.

“…to bring or put (separate or divided things) together, so as to make a connected or contiguous whole to form into, make or cause to be, one.
And b. To combine or amalgamate into one body 1591.”

And the 1591 gives a 6 and 91 or 19/6, the day I got shot on.

So all these “holy people” telling us we must unite – the rainbow nation must unite – then there will not be a nation anymore as there won’t be any separate beings anymore as all would be 0(ne). So are they thinking (the holy people) when they say these not thought through statements – as if all is one, how can we still be a rainbow nation? It does not make sense! And something that does not make sense, is some form of madness.
2/4/2008 22:32
Ns. And no 1 and (b) chosen as b = 2nd letter in Alphabet and gives a 1 and 2 or 12 – the number of fulfillment. And 22 hours is also 10PM and 32 + 10 = 42 and today is 2/4 or 24, the inverse.

Third Note

2/4/2008 22:56 or 4/11 (linked to Lore’s birthday)

In the manifest procedures – according to today’s “holy people” – don’t have any expectations of how or what. Just give it to the Universe.

But that in itself is an expectation as if you are unhappy in your job, and you send out in the Universe that you want a job which you will enjoy more, you are setting out an expectation. Yes, and the first thing told, was do not have an expectation, but manifest! This does not make sense – another form of madness (just like in Second Note).
2/4/2008 23:01 or 11:01
(or 111 – “reveal/revelation/insight”).

Forth Note

2/4/2008 23:37 (CY)

To unite is to bring seperates to be 0(ne). And Note 2 and 3 that was quoted, both ended up being some form of madness, but both give the 0(ne). So we have 0(ne) and 0(ne). Or as the balance theory goes: {0;0}.

But what actually is happening here is that “holy people” teach people to manifest but not have expectations and as said previously, just by merely trying to manifest is the same as sending an expectation into the Universe. So manifest the same as expectation in basics.

So “holy people” tell to manifest but not to expect or:

Expect not to expect
No manifest to manifest

This gives {expect;not expect} and {manifest;not manifest}. But as expect the same as manifest and “not expect” the same as “not manifest”, we get:

{expect;manifest}
{not expect;not manifest}

But the using of the phrase by “holy people” that all must unite for a happier life (and this they do mindlessly – as they do not even realize that if they keep on going in the same direction, they will pass both the directions without having to change directions) gets thrown around – mostly on the same paper or breath as the manifest/expectation madness. So it seems as if nothing make sense.

But if all “unite”, what will happen to that which does not make sense? The manifestation in itself on expectancy? But that which does not make sense (if all unite) will make sense (if all unite), will make sense as there won’t have to be manifesting/expectancy and no more “uniting”. This makes of what does not make sense, nothing. As all would be 0(ne) anyway. So through the teachings of the “holy people”, we get the “unite” as a 0(ne) and by that happening, which does not make sense and they do not even realize it, also nothing. This gives a 0(ne) or nothing and another nothing (both linked to madness). And this bring 0 twice or a {0;0} points which indicate balance.

So “holy people” is not “wrong” in their teachings that all must unite and that we must manifest although it sounds like madness as in basics it does not make sense. But there is a method behind the madness – the balance of the “old” teachings of “holy people” coming into balance with things they did not even realize mindlessly. And that being that the above specific teachings of “holy people” bring about in a form of method behind the madness and mindlessness, the balance of the old teachings and what I am discovering now. Or even better, it brings about the balance point, point {0;0}.
2/4/2008 23:57
(or 11:12 – the 0(ne) 0(ne) and 12, where 12 is the number of fulfillment).

And so we got to another balance being proofed in the point {0;0}. This time it is also fossilized customs, but this time those of “holy people”. Their mindlessness just saved the day to bring method to what seems to be a madness.

And this the End of Entry111 of my Journal.
3/4/2008 01:13AM
(and from 01:13 we get from the 11 an 11, but we also have from 0(ne), the 13 and the 11:13 combination mean to me: Every Cloud has a Silver Lining – and I just took photographs of silver linings this afternoon as my friend and I took pictures of the aeroplanes as they came in to land close to the airport)

Part2 of Entry111 of my Journal.

05/04/2008 07:46PM and 46 is linked to the balancing to the point {0;0} of life and death.

I made a few notes since 04/04/2008 till today – understood a lot of stuff again today. It just let me go off into other dimensions, which I realize now better when it happens. The problem is just to get back again to this reality again. Even now, I am not totally in the reality most earth people function on. But that is not the quotes -here they follow:

04/04/2008 10:47AM

You must first take away the “infinity” for mankind to be able to reach “0(ne)ness with the Creator/what is called Heaven/New Jerusalem”
04/04/2008 10:48AM
Ns. That is why everything is surrounded – surrounded by nothing!
04/04/2008 10:50 or 15
(Divine Order).

Next Note from the Notebook

04/04/2008 20:17 and day and month gives a 44.

If we look at the planet Earth, it is bend 23 degrees. But the equator is still in the middle of our planet in order that the North Pole can equal the distance from the equator to the South Pole and the distance from the equator to the North Pole can be exactly the same.

But regardless that the equator – to divide the planet in a Northern and Southern hemisphere, should be the place where the sun shine the most straight at -or the hottest on the planet.

But the planet is bend 23 degrees. If you now look at where is the sun the hottest on the planet (or the most straight from the sun to the Earth), will it still be the current equator? As with the planet bend 23 degrees, the Northern hemisphere must be in distance from the equator further than what the Southern hemisphere come up with.

But for some or other reason, because we globally except the equator straight in the middle of the North Pole and South Pole on this planet, the equator stays the hottest places on the planet (why?). But actually the equator (as hottest or straightest point between Earth and sun), should actually be recalculated as to find the “line” where the sun burn the hottest or where the planet (being 23 degrees bend) are getting the straightest line of sun rays.

This reminds me of the bumble bee that came and sat right behind my right ear as we were visiting the Polar Bear enclosure at the Johannesburg Zoo on 23/03/2008. The bumble bee’s size is of such nature that it is actually impossible for it to fly – but it flies. And shy at the POLAR Bears’ enclosure did this bee decide to come and sit behind my ear (to whisper his secrets into my ear) and left without stinging me. And my head likes to call me “B”.
04/04/2008 20:29
(or 8/11 – what Aeons865 asked me about in a comment on one of my blogs)
04/04/2008 20:30 or 23

And I asked myself what is the reason for finding that we did with the equator what the bumble bee did to fly? And I got the answer today in very small notes that I had to make while we were driving.

Next Note (small(ville) note)

05/04/2008 8:12PM and as 8 is 20 hours also, we have 2012.

The planet is bend 23 degrees. But from the word equator we get the following:

E = 5th letter
Q = 17th letter or 8
U = 22nd letter or 4
A = 1st letter
T = 20th letter
O = the symbol nothing
R = 18th letter or 9.

If we add everything except the T, we get: 5 + 8 + 4 + 1 + 9 = 27 and 2 + 7 = 9. If we now add anything to 9, it equal anything or as we add the value of T, namely 20 to 9, it equal 20.

Now if we add the 23 degrees, which are so linked (as we saw in previous note) to the equator, we get 23 + 20 = 43. So 47 degrees are necessary to bring the Axis of the planet in a vertical point to the sun, but the emphasis is on bringing the Axis of the planet vertically like in 90 degrees in order to be in the position where the letter about “PI, the Golden Middle Way to the New Jerusalem” is coming from. That vertical position of 90 degrees, the point of 9 where all comes together. But the level that is used in the 90 degrees vertical position that “PI – the Golden Paved Middle Way” is also 47. And that means that even though the particulars of our equator seems to be making non sense, or then, some form of madness, there is method behind the madness as if the 23 degrees and the equator (just in a bit different way that many would think) are put together, what needed is the 47, like in “PI – the Golden Paved Middle Way to the New Jerusalem”. So everything seems to be in Divine Order.

But the angle the planet is bend, has got a reason, as it is necessary to be 23 degrees as when you bring the 23 degrees together with the equator, it brings the balance of “47” (which is necessary for the planet to find the Golden Paved Middle way to get to the New Jerusalem) to the point of balance, the point {0;0}.

So as everything seems to be in Divine Order now – but it is as it is in Divine Order as to get everything into Divine Order. This is important – Divine Order within Divine Order.
So nothing is “wrong” – nothing as it should be. And bringing balance {0;0} is to bring nothing right, just as it should be.

But regarding my letter about the holy people who actually are doing things “right” for the “wrong” reasons or the “mindless” reasons, my friend and I discovered on internet a piece that said that it would be the rebels that will be the actual “holy people” and at that point my friend was reading about some of the people that belonged to the order of Melchisedek and he was surprised that they had such controversial lives. Not something you would put with a “holy person” at all.

But landing in jail is not really that rebellion that is referred to it seems. As in jail, you must comply to rules – you cannot be a rebel, except in name or model. And that is not a rebel anymore. So someone like Mr Nelson Mandela may have landed a rebel in jail, but lost his rebelliousness and conformed for 27 years. So, no “holy person”, only probably a legend, someone who sat in jail for 27 years – but then there must be a lot of legends as a lot of people sits in jail for longer than 27 years. And maybe Mr Mandela a legend as after 27 years he became the president, instead of a rebel. Now he is a Nobel Prize winner for Peace. Where is the rebel?

What we breath in is O2, but what we breath out, is CO2. And my friend and I were having something to eat and drink at a place called COCO. And as we were sitting there, I said to him it feels like someone is breathing at my neck and face. And he said he gets the words “The Breath of God”. But then the next evening we go back there and I look at the name of the place again and discover that CO twice is the name of the place. And CO2 is what we breathed out. So someone took us to that spot and breathed in my neck and face as it was CO2 where we were. And the message we got had to do with Mr Mandela and for exactly the reason that he is not really a “holy person”, maybe something else, but not a “holy person” and get very commercialized as a figure of peace. That is far from the figure of a rebel.

But the CO2, or COCO, is where this balance of our planet in the point {0;0} started with it being bend 23 degrees and the equator working out on 20 or 2. And this makes this message of the planet reaching the point {0;0} and in the same process finding the Golden Paved Middle way to the New Jerusalem by way of the 47, a 23/2, a link to Linda which makes this message another one of “straight from Avalon to the White Lion”.
05/04/2008 08:45PM
(And day and month gives 54 and minutes gives 45, the inverse).

And this, the end of the Part2 of Entry111 of my Journal, but also the End of Entry111 of my Journal.
05/04/2008 08:46PM
(And 46 the combination to balance life and death in the point {0;0})
05/04/2008 08:47PM
(or 20:47 or 2011 or 8/11).

So it seems the planet can use this Golden Paved Middle Way as well to get to The New Jerusalem.

So someone agree with me about the Physicists that are learning about Newton and Einstein’s theories and that they are not really “correct”. Although they work, but what they are doing, is to influence our social consensus for their results to influence society to stay in the fossilized customs, the state of mind being in the world of opposites.

REGARDS
Renee
06/04/2008 11:00AM (cell’s time) 10:58AM (computer’s time) and if you add in the Second Time the 10 + 58 = 68 and if you add the First Time to this, you get that you have 11 + 68 = 79 or 7 + 9 = 16, my cell link to Linda, which makes this Second Letter of Lore169, another “straight from Avalon to the White Lion”.

Are There Two (2) Sides of GOD?

This is Lore169.

This is the First (1st) Letter of Lore169.

27/03/2008 12:12PM (cell’s time) 12:09PM (computer’s time) and this must be a very important Letter as the cell is linked to 12/12 where 12 the number of fulfillment, but seeing it is time and linked to cell, it gives 12 times 12 equal 144 (the ALL) in the cells. But from the Second Time we have 12/9, which is linked to someone’s birthday who is closely linked to the email address of the White Lions, which makes this letter another “straight from Avalon to the White Lion”. But from the date we have the 27 in the day, which give a 9 + 9 + 9 or 999 and as the 9th letter in the Alphabet is I, I is the Roman symbol for 1, which then give 111. But by now it is known that I relate the 111 to “reveal/revelation/insight” as meaning.

Dear Lore

I made a note in my notebook again this morning, and it seems to be important, if I look at the times and the date of today and the beginning of this letter. The note is as follow:

27/03/2008 11:56AM where 56 the inverse of 65 (the ultimate amount of dimensions) and then we have the time overall, an 11/11 (and this seems to be of GREAT SIGNIFICANCE).

A friend of mine and a teacher we saw a few times, spoke one night at the class about the 2 sides of God. It seems one should never forget that there are two sides of God’s (face)?

But I remember the day I thought I had a rough day in the so-called underworld, but that I finished there and greeted those ones there without any hard feelings and went out of a door into the darkness to find eternal rest and peace.

And then the bottom line came to me and I found that the only way to conquer is not by defeat, but by GOOD judgment. And the only way GOOD can be Good or for that matter in balance, is in the point {0;0}. Regarding GOOD Judgment must be Judgment in balance or in the point {0;0} and what kind of Judgment is that? The balance {0;0} in the form of 0: {0(ne) Judgment; and 0: (n)0(ne) Judgment}! So in judgment we see God as the point {0;0} ultimately.

This gives the {(1) or 0(ne); and (1) or (n)0(ne)}, or {0;0} in the (11/11 in the beginning) 11, but also the inverse, the 11 reaching its balance in the point {0;0}.

So if God has those apparent two sides, but there isn’t going to be ANY judgment – then where is that other “face” of God?

And the Ultimate Dimension is 65 or 11 (see the 11/11 in the beginning time of this note) and this gives a 1 and 1, which is exactly one and the same thing. Even if we take the two twin towers, which gives another 1 and 1 as the one tower is like the other and you cannot even say that one tower stood left and the other stood right as if you look from a different angle, it will not make sense anymore. And that is exactly what happens to this so called “two faces” of God. It just does not add up to make sense.

The only ones who will believe that God is part of the world of opposites and therefore has two opposite “faces”, that one is stuck in the state of mind of being in the world of opposites. Those ones are in that state of mind of being in the illusionary world of opposites, which is not a nice state of mind to be in. It is probably the lowest level to move around in.

But one thing that can be looked forward to is that there will be 0(ne), namely
(n)0(ne) Judgment to PI, the Golden Paved Middle Way to the New Jerusalem.
27/03/2008 12:05PM
(And 27 or 9 + 3 = 12 and 12 the number of fulfillment, but 12 from date and 12 from time (but both actually part of greater time), gives 12 “time(s)” 12 equal 144 – the ALL. And 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions).

And this I got as a note about the so-called “two faces” of God which certain people believe to exist. I hope this note above will change that forever by letting them find their way out of the state of mind of being in the world of opposites.

Anyway…

REGARDS
Renee
27/03/2008 12:34PM (cell’s time) 12:32PM (computer’s time) where the Last Time gives a 12 + 32 = 44. Where 44 is the Gamatria of the Hebrew Name of God meaning: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.